age: 36 (Feb 14, 1976)

MEMBER SINCE: November 2007

occupation: logger

body mods: i'm so punk rock, i don't need any mods

crush: leitha

sign: aquarius

makes me happy: butterflys

most humbling moment: playing cbgb's the first time

fantasy: when i was a child.. i'm talking 7, maybe 8 yrs old i had dreams where i was trapped in a dungeon. bound and gagged, i was forced to please anyone and everyone. i don't know what prompted these dreams.. i'm certain i didn't suffer any abuse as a child.. i don't remember them being scary dreams either. i can only guess that perhaps it was shadows of a former life, but i don't really believe in that sort of thing. either way.. i'm a confessed sex addict.. i've been to meetings even..

stats: 5/11, 200lbs

heroes: amina

makes me sad: forgetting my prozak

i lost my virginity: she was 19 i was 15. total punk rock girl with purple hair. stole me away from my cutsey virgin of a cheerleader girlfriend, tied me to her bed and took me several times before i knew what exactly i was doing. dumped me a week later and handed me a cassette tape of NIN's pretty hate machine. she turned a choir boy in to a goth kid then moved on to find another..