Wow has time flew by and my boys have grown up... Sorry I havnt updated in a while but I promise I will be on here more.. And I will post some new pictures asap

Wow has it been along time.... Well I am now a mother of two beautiful boys... Jaxon is 4 and my new lil man Layne Michael was born August 1, 2010... My life is complete now... I promise i will update more later


xxoo
Beth

Wow, i havnt update in like FOREVER... well my life here lately has had its ups and downs... worthless economy... Watching my pennies... which has put a stress on my life and family... JAXON is like 2 n a half now.. Wow has time flew.. He's my lil angel.... But he definitely adores his daddy... Mike is a wonderful Dad... I just love watching them together...

Hey guys, DAMN i have been away for WAY too long.... Man things have changed and somethings havent changed... Two of the most drastic changes in my life is how Jaxon has grown, he will be a year old here in a couple of weeks and the different things i have done to my hair since last June...



THE LIFE AND STYLES OF MY HAIR:

I started out like this(as u guys may remember)~


Then back in June i decided i wanted a drastic big change since i was going thru a dark time in my life, and ended up with this~


As the months rolled by it kept getting lighter and lighter(then i had an epiphany, this was not me)~

and this


SOOOOOOOOO with that being said, earlier this month my BFFs and I went to a hair show in Columbus OH, MOI was a hair model.... wow was i excited and then it became this~


Then after a few weeks, a little longer and new color, WAHLAH!!! here i am...... ~



With that being said i gotta run and go to work... update more lata...

love yas
BB

Well Here is the new me.... going to the dr. on Friday hopefully she can put me on a new medication for my depression...

well here's the new me: it does make me feel a lil better... gonna go to the dr. on friday about my depression hopefully she will give me something different than what im taking now...

Hey guys im sorry i havnt been on here in a while alot of things have been going on the past few weeks. been working really hard... its really took a toll on my hands and wrists my carpal tunnel has really gotten worse and im really scared to have the tests done because they are really painful..

Mike, Jaxon, and i went on vaca... went just took a road trip to columbus and Cinci Ohio it was fun just to get away... found a salon i would love to work at but was to big of a pussy to go in and check out.. Sin City Hair Studio I think Meow mentioned it in her blog... its an awesome salon... kick ass salon... ive been doin nails for like 10 years now and i am thinking about going back to beauty school to do hair...just dont know when at this momment.. We went shopping spent way to much money of course and in cinnci we went the Newport Aquarium... Jaxon Loved it...

Well im definitely blond now but its not the blond that i wanted to be just yet so tuesday she is doing it agian making it more chunkier (if thats a word)lol and she is going to use a couple different colors of blond so im excited plus im cutting it off.. im hoping it will lift my spirits im kind of really depressed right now.. things aren't really good on the home front right now.. just want to crawl in a hole and not come out... and thats not good when you have a 8month old... hes the only thing that makes me feel good right now..so if you guys can help me i need the pep talks please thanks....


xxoo

love ya

hey guys i know i know its been along time...... lots of things have happened in the past few weeks... im now a blond... will post pics lata.. gotta go take a shower and get to work... will post a long blog tonight...


xxoo
love you

Hey guys... so whats up?

I need to start getting on here more, but let me tell ya. when you have a 6 month old lil boy.. He pretty much takes up most of my time....lol ... and by the time i put him down and have watched all the shows i have TIVO'D... im exhausted..

Well lets see last week was great, Mike was on dayshift so i got to see him alot more during the week which was wonderful.. we actually got to sleep together in the same bed.. its ironic that i sleep so much better with him there with me.. so much better that i actually dont hear Jaxon on the moniter.. Usually any peep out of him i get up... lol..

Friday day i hooked up with my pal Tiffany and spent the day shopping.. i just love retail therapy... Her boyfriend is one of Mike's best friends.. We had a great day.. on the way home from the mall we had an interesting conversation about swingers and hooking up with a girl.. It was kind of ironic cause another close friend of mine and i had the exact same conversation a few days earlier and got my mind a wondering for myself..i told her that id be lying if i said i never was wanting to go there because i have always had that fantasy.. And when she said that she also did, she just wanted to make sure it was somebody that she knew and trusted... so reading between the lines i had a feeling she was hinting around that she wanted to with me.. Tiffany is a pretty girl but i never thougt of her as "DAMN she's hot"
But anyway we went shopping for one reason to get a hot outfit to wear out saturday night.. She and Chris invited us out for a night on the town... And on the way home we stopped at the local Lion's Den and i bought some toys and some lube.. She is so bashful sometimes it was hilarious to see her in the store.. like a lil girl giggling..

Mike and i have talked about me being with a girl and he said that he was all cool with it but i still worried a lil bit i guess.. I wouldnt want to do something that would cause ANY problems... Mike is the love of my life and i NEVER want to lose him..Of course he wanted to join in but thats one thing i really couldn't handle if it happened, Mike's dick is my dick not anybody elses... if ya know what i mean..

So i packed up Jaxon and sent him off with MawMaw.. This is the 2nd time he stayed over night with my mom and it still kills me to see him go but i knew Mike and I needed some alone time together... And let me telll you my outfit was definitely damn hot.. But if you wouldn't know it if forgot to take pics... DAMNIT.. Anyway after dinner we headed over to Southern Exposure for i night of T & A.. Tiffany had never been to a titty bar so this was exciting.. When we met them at dinner i was in Shock when i saw her she looked really hot.. So we headed to Southern X... We both got a lil intoxicated.. which was very fun.. we both tipped the girls that were hot.. Damn they only had like maybe 2 girls that were decent.. I have been spoiled when Mike and I have visited titty bars in Columbus Oh and Daytona Beach FL... those girls were like flawless... Well mike came back and bought us to shots.. a drunk Chris was like drink them and then Kiss each other which i get all bashful again.. Which i cant believe that i felt this way because i am a very sexual person and this is all new to me..

So we downed the shots, which were very strong i might add.. so that made me even more loopy... Chris was like kiss kiss kiss... Like fuck quit putting me on the spot.... But Tiffany just leaned over and laid one on me.. OH MY FREAKING GOD... I WAS LIKE FUCK!!! We kissed for like i minute.. and it was wonderful.. it was so soft and gentle.... it definitely caught me off guard.. So we hung out for a lil while and tiff got bored and wanted to go to a dance bar and mike and i wanted to go home cause we were dog ass tired and he had to work the next morning.. Honestly we had planned for them to come home with us and if it happened between she and i it would happen.. but we decided to go home alone... but when i stood up to leave to say bye.. i laid one right back on her... Wow... is all i can say...

We texted back in forth a lil bit on the way home and she said that she wanted me and that i was hot.. but she worried that mike would get pissed... He told her not to worry about it... MMMMM maybe someday it will happen who knows... but i did get to go home and make sweet love to my wonderful husband and try out my new toys... he is the love of my life.. i cant live without him... and such a wonderful dad..

Yesterday i can NOT believe that i freakin slept till one... I Havnt slept that long in like 2 years.. but i really missed my baby Jaxon.. i woke up feeling awefull... not hungover but really sore and stiff from cleaning so much the day before.. i have a horrible back and my carpel tunnel. in my right wrist is acting up again.. so i stayed home while mike went to get the baby so i napped a lil more so i would feel better and i did.. i really need to see a specialist about my back but i just procrastinate about everything..

I texted Tiff today and she kind of blew me off and said that she would call me later.. it never did happen so im like ok fine.. if you want to talk to me.. you know my number damnit.. so all evening i loved on my baby.. and i also take that back she just sent me a message on myspace telling me shes sorry for not calling me back she had fallen asleep and thought it was to late to call.. but she said she did think of me all day... hmmmmm

This has been a long journal entry so i will leave you with some updated pics..:


This was his first pair of tennis shoes on he couldn't keep his eyes off of them... lol


His first day eating baby food... mmmmmmm carrots he loved them...


His first easter with his cousin or shall i say big sis Sydney...


We went to a horse show at the local civic arena.. they were amazing.. Beautiful horses...


snoozin baby Jaxon.. i just had to take a picture of this.. he was asleep in his swing i had to share this with you guys.. lol


This is the latest to be added to the bias brood.. meet lil Sammy... a client of mine found him and was afraid he was going to be hit by a car.. so i had to take him...


the two of the most special men in my life... they are the reason i live and breath..


I cant write a journal entry and not leave a pic of me.... well here ya go guys... me and my angel..


and i know i posted this pic on my last entry but i just love it.. i had to post it again...

Well guys im exhausted and its like 2 in the morning.. night night sleep tight..

xxoo
Beth..


p.s
I know that i have him nagging about going back blond well mike and i have made a bet that if i go back blond he will buy me hair extensions... this is a bet im going to win.. i have been having some cysts removed from my head that i have had all my life just procrastinated on getting them removed... and a lil scared also.. but anyway i have the last of them removed early June.. so after im all healed up watch out my hubby cause your wish is gonna come true and im gonna win this one...lol

Ello!!!

Yes i know its been a long long long, long time since i have updated... lets see first of all my baby boy just turned Six months old i can NOT believe it..


this pic was taken on mothers day.. isnt he a darling..