just a quick blog to wish all of you beautiful people a very happy new year
i've been here almost a year now and i've loved it
here's wishing everyone a super 2012, i shall have a beer for every last one of you
peace out SGland, see you next year


i've been here almost a year now and i've loved it
here's wishing everyone a super 2012, i shall have a beer for every last one of you
peace out SGland, see you next year

hello people of SGland
it's been a long time, i've been having issues with the site not letting me do anything, it appears to be fixed now though
so last week i went to see on of my favourite bands ~ the mighty Flogging Molly
for those of you who don't know them...
it was a really good day, my girlfriend had no idea we were going until we got to the venue and the band were inside sound checking
i scored some serious points there i think 
we were there super early, first in when the doors opened, we got to meet the band, i had a wicked chat with singer Dave King about our shared favourite football team ~ Manchester United
plus we got a few free things, badges, guitar picks etc which was super awesome and unexpected 
i have a metric fuckton of pictures from the gig, i will share a few of my favourites here
it's been a long time, i've been having issues with the site not letting me do anything, it appears to be fixed now though
so last week i went to see on of my favourite bands ~ the mighty Flogging Molly
for those of you who don't know them...
it was a really good day, my girlfriend had no idea we were going until we got to the venue and the band were inside sound checking
we were there super early, first in when the doors opened, we got to meet the band, i had a wicked chat with singer Dave King about our shared favourite football team ~ Manchester United
i have a metric fuckton of pictures from the gig, i will share a few of my favourites here
so i figure it's time to update this blog thing
life is still getting me down a little in general but i think i'm passed the worst of it for now
random song i love a lot time ....
man i love Bad Religion
I saw them last at Sonisphere and they were so great 
the football season has started again, i can now look forward to weekends again, and my team Manchester United are playing really well so far so i'm very happy
i hope they sign Wesley Sneijder before the transfer window shuts but i'm not so sure they will.
i'd like to finish by saying thanks to Fringe_SG, she's ace and she's been very helpful in putting things into perspective for me lately
so thank you very much for your friendship ~ also anyone else who reads this, go check her out and support her, she really deserves it 
that is all for now, thanks for reading my random ramblings
life is still getting me down a little in general but i think i'm passed the worst of it for now
random song i love a lot time ....
man i love Bad Religion
the football season has started again, i can now look forward to weekends again, and my team Manchester United are playing really well so far so i'm very happy
i'd like to finish by saying thanks to Fringe_SG, she's ace and she's been very helpful in putting things into perspective for me lately
that is all for now, thanks for reading my random ramblings
so i've never really done blogging before, mainly because i'm not sure who exactly would be interested in what i have to say
lol but i'm having a rough time at the moment and i think it'll be a good way to vent, get things out of my head and maybe even pick up some helpful advice.
oh and if anyone actually reads this, sorry if i ramble a bit. i don't really know what i'm doing
first up, i lost my job on friday
cut backs meant some staff had to go and i was one of the unlucky chosen few. it really sucks because i really loved that job and it would be very hard to replace anyway. add the current lack of jobs as a whole in the UK and the fact that i live in a shitty little village, the options narrow even more
prospects are not exactly looking peachy but all i can do is try my best and resist the urge to burn the job centre down every fortnight 
right; mini rant over onto the thing that's been really troubling me for a while. So there's this girl, Charlie, and she is absolutely perfect in every imaginable way you could ever think of. She's breathtakingly beautiful, the coolest person you'd ever meet, so sweet and unassuming, hilarious, witty, intelligent, caring and so modest it's unreal.
Ive been talking to her now for almost 2 years, most days for a good couple of hours and literally, the more i talk to her the harder i fall for her. now i'm not stupid, i know i'm not the best looking guy in the world, average at best and i know logically the distance between us (230 miles-ish) would make it impossible to ever be with her, i realised that from day 1. i never planned on falling for her but it happened.
We still talk all the time, this morning we talked until 6am
and i'm more than happy with being her friend. i truly am honoured that she has any time for me
the problems i'm having now are these, she has a boyfriend now and things seem to be going well although details a scarce. She knows how i feel about her and I think she's worried about upsetting me. now i am 100% delighted for her, no question at all, but is it wrong that when i see him mentioned or think about it i feel physically sick?
i dunno, hopefully that will pass with time.
the other thing is i'm really not sure how anyone will ever be able to compare to her in the future
it's really worrying, i mean i couldn't get her, to think that i could get anyone as close to as epic is just fooling myself again isn't it? what should i be thinking here? obviously i need to lower my standards here but should i just try to forget about her? ...ahhh my head hurts
i need some metal
oh and if anyone actually reads this, sorry if i ramble a bit. i don't really know what i'm doing
first up, i lost my job on friday
right; mini rant over onto the thing that's been really troubling me for a while. So there's this girl, Charlie, and she is absolutely perfect in every imaginable way you could ever think of. She's breathtakingly beautiful, the coolest person you'd ever meet, so sweet and unassuming, hilarious, witty, intelligent, caring and so modest it's unreal.
Ive been talking to her now for almost 2 years, most days for a good couple of hours and literally, the more i talk to her the harder i fall for her. now i'm not stupid, i know i'm not the best looking guy in the world, average at best and i know logically the distance between us (230 miles-ish) would make it impossible to ever be with her, i realised that from day 1. i never planned on falling for her but it happened.
We still talk all the time, this morning we talked until 6am
the other thing is i'm really not sure how anyone will ever be able to compare to her in the future
so I've just got home, booted up Google and found out about the earthquake in Japan
i can't even begin to imagine how horrible that must be. us Brits complain when we get too much rain or a foot of snow, we can't even begin to comprehend the devastation an 8.9 earthquake would do. 
My thoughts are with anyone affected by this
My thoughts are with anyone affected by this
Hello everyone, I'm a long time fan of SuicideGirls but a first time subscriber, i figured it's about time i check out what the site has to offer. I'm looking forward to visiting often and maybe getting to know a few of you.









