ashizzle

i wanna go back through boot camp after I have the baby. I feel like such a fat ass.Ahh started showing this week... I don't look pregnant though, I just look fat.

Quit smoking cold turkey. I feel so terrible. I want to curl up in a little ball and die.

I have my first ultrasound January 6th. I'm excited =D

William's niece just had her baby. We just got home from the hospital. Now I'm even more baby crazy. OMG.

Darker positive today. William couldn't see the test line yesterday and he was making me feel crazy, but this morning it was def positive. So.... I'm due August 20th, 2010. =) I'm gonna be really nervous til I get to the 2nd trimester.

I can't beleive I got pregnant so fast. I don't know how William didn't knock me up like a year ago. I...
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I got my first positive on the preggy test today. It was very, very faint. I haven't missed my period yet though so I expected it to be faint. I'm hoping tomorrow morning it'll be easier to see. Now I'm trying not to get excited. I'll get excited when I make it to my second trimester.

I keep reading about chemical pregnancies and early miscarriages....
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I think I'm pregnant again, but I'm trying not to get my hopes up. I'm 8 dpo and I have cramping really bad like last time. I can't test for another week, but this is exactly what happened last time, two weeks before I found out I was pregnant. I'm really scared of having another miscarriage. I never used to keep track of my period...
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So I'm in retard math, but I'm almost done. I have an A in the class but I've been struggling with the last chapter... factoring polynomials?!?!!?! Yeah. I've been kinda lazy lately. There's two weeks left of class. I've already finished my online courses (both with A's!) so I've been slacking off and not going to class. Usually I just go through the book and...
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