MEMBER SINCE: June 2011
occupation: Blue Collar - Trades
sign: Aquarius
body mods: 1 Piercing - Labret 0 Tattoo's - working on that part
makes me sad: The Gov't, being alone, the news, people being sheep
into: Travelling, anime/hentai, video games, drum'n'bass and trance. movies, booty shots
i lost my virginity: and I've looked in Lost and Found. No dice
makes me happy: friends, specially my friends back in Australia when I get to talk with them. Not being stuck in out of town jobs, music, anime,
most humbling moment: When my mom went into surgery to get melanoma cancer removed and she told me she had a death letter all drawn up in case she didn't make it through the operation.
Ever have one of those days were nothing goes to plan, feels right and would have been better spent in bed having never gotten up? Yah that was my day today.
I am currently back in Edmonton, having spent almost 5 months living primarily in a motel room in a depressing little town in northern Saskatchewan. I hade to leave to the job half way through a 10 day out 4 day in rotation, because I was getting depressed. Loss of pride in work, as I'm a 4th year plumber, didn't care about my career, made no effort... just signs I knew from last summer that I was sinking back into the black abyss. This has caused my eating habbits, where I was trying to lose weight, to over eat and start putting weight back on, my sleeping pattern is so out of whack I'm constantly tired (I have sleep apnea so sleeping is a problem as it is) and I'm a very social person but I can't bring myself to be around co workers and have started to isolate myself.
Dinner arrangements for tonights Season 2 of Game of Thrones is on HBO Canada at like 9pm making it too late for my friend so all the stuff I purchased and planned for dinner will most likely go to waste
So that really sucked.
Then I finally met a girl, that for the first time could make me laugh more then the other way around, didn't care if i worked out of town, wasn't needy and had the same sharp and demanted humor as myself. Get a text saying she was seeing someone else, that she was sorry and that I was a really great guy..... I'm not sure if that is women code for something as I have been told this by a few other girls that didn't last long because of my constant out of town location placement for work.
And to top it all off, I have had a spare bedroom up for rent in the little condo I live in. Got a call, met the person who was interested. I liked what I heard and saw from this girl, told her she could have the spot and started to decline other calls, now this person has gone...
I am currently back in Edmonton, having spent almost 5 months living primarily in a motel room in a depressing little town in northern Saskatchewan. I hade to leave to the job half way through a 10 day out 4 day in rotation, because I was getting depressed. Loss of pride in work, as I'm a 4th year plumber, didn't care about my career, made no effort... just signs I knew from last summer that I was sinking back into the black abyss. This has caused my eating habbits, where I was trying to lose weight, to over eat and start putting weight back on, my sleeping pattern is so out of whack I'm constantly tired (I have sleep apnea so sleeping is a problem as it is) and I'm a very social person but I can't bring myself to be around co workers and have started to isolate myself.
Dinner arrangements for tonights Season 2 of Game of Thrones is on HBO Canada at like 9pm making it too late for my friend so all the stuff I purchased and planned for dinner will most likely go to waste
Then I finally met a girl, that for the first time could make me laugh more then the other way around, didn't care if i worked out of town, wasn't needy and had the same sharp and demanted humor as myself. Get a text saying she was seeing someone else, that she was sorry and that I was a really great guy..... I'm not sure if that is women code for something as I have been told this by a few other girls that didn't last long because of my constant out of town location placement for work.
And to top it all off, I have had a spare bedroom up for rent in the little condo I live in. Got a call, met the person who was interested. I liked what I heard and saw from this girl, told her she could have the spot and started to decline other calls, now this person has gone...
JUNE 2012
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