age: 36 (Jun 07, 1976)
MEMBER SINCE: October 2005
occupation: Counterintelligence Special Agent
into: Asian culture and punk rock
i lost my virginity: yes
makes me happy: funny people, good shows/bands, new tattoos, and traveling.
body mods: a sleeve and various other tattoos. I no longer have any piercings.
stats: 6'2" and thin build. Blond hair, blue eyes
fantasy: Im not too sure about this one.
gets me hot: Dark eyes and dark hair. Creamy skin with tattoos.
crush: too many
heroes: Daisaku Ikeda
sign: Gemini
It's a long walk home
Current mood: fucked
The end of a four day weekend can really kill your mood. And to think that you might have wasted the free time on nothing. I did really nothing. I stared at the television, stared at the computer, stared at my PSP, and still I haven't accomplished a damn thing. And you know all the complaining I have made about wanting to leave here, I don't even want to go back to Korea either. I mean there are things Im looking forward to being there, but there is so much bullshit I forgot about before. Like how I am constantly stressed out from work and I never have enough time to do anything I like. It's going to be cold as hell in the mornings when I have to ride a bike to work at 6am. But at least there's a little more excitement there than here at the ST. Roberts, MO wallmart.
It's definately time for a change. I don't know what its going to be yet. I just need to lift all the weight off my shoulders. I'm through with the monotony. Because shit doesn't have to be permenant all the time. I don't have to sit back anymore and just think about what I'm going to say. I want to speak freely and say something even if its not cool to say or just plain rude. I'm tired of being afraid. I can't even keep a conversation on the telephone. I feel fucking boring. I don't want to laugh at your jokes, because they are not funny. I don't want to smile because I feel I have too. And those experiences where people show you pictures of their kids or their wives, what the hell do you want me to say? "oh that's the cutest thing I have ever seen", "She is really beautiful, yer a lucky guy". No way, not anymore. I have to speak the truth. "your kid looks generic and ugly like every other baby picture I've seen in my life", "your wife is so fat! You need to stop feeding her so much, besides she is fucking your...
Current mood: fucked
The end of a four day weekend can really kill your mood. And to think that you might have wasted the free time on nothing. I did really nothing. I stared at the television, stared at the computer, stared at my PSP, and still I haven't accomplished a damn thing. And you know all the complaining I have made about wanting to leave here, I don't even want to go back to Korea either. I mean there are things Im looking forward to being there, but there is so much bullshit I forgot about before. Like how I am constantly stressed out from work and I never have enough time to do anything I like. It's going to be cold as hell in the mornings when I have to ride a bike to work at 6am. But at least there's a little more excitement there than here at the ST. Roberts, MO wallmart.
It's definately time for a change. I don't know what its going to be yet. I just need to lift all the weight off my shoulders. I'm through with the monotony. Because shit doesn't have to be permenant all the time. I don't have to sit back anymore and just think about what I'm going to say. I want to speak freely and say something even if its not cool to say or just plain rude. I'm tired of being afraid. I can't even keep a conversation on the telephone. I feel fucking boring. I don't want to laugh at your jokes, because they are not funny. I don't want to smile because I feel I have too. And those experiences where people show you pictures of their kids or their wives, what the hell do you want me to say? "oh that's the cutest thing I have ever seen", "She is really beautiful, yer a lucky guy". No way, not anymore. I have to speak the truth. "your kid looks generic and ugly like every other baby picture I've seen in my life", "your wife is so fat! You need to stop feeding her so much, besides she is fucking your...
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