I havent had one of my eloval sleeping nerve pain pills in over a week and i'm feeling it big time, my brain misfiring big time, it's some of the worst withdrawal i've gone through, luckily i got some neurontin & with my valium it's helping with the muscle spasms a bit but the nerve pain is killing me but my god the withdrawal.. i can't imagine what it'd be like to do and then not do some heavy type drugs.
fuck.
fuck.
So I've been in hospital since June, got home a week ago.. kinda miss it, weird right?
doing well, I guess, i dunno, we'll see.
missed yas xox
doing well, I guess, i dunno, we'll see.
missed yas xox
I am back after a little over a year! I have missed you girls so so so so much!!!!
I'm single again so yay I'm allowed to be on my favorite websites! Including this one!
I'm single again so yay I'm allowed to be on my favorite websites! Including this one!
I had to go in hospital for my sudden withdrawal. I runned out of meds and after a week i was bound to kill somebody. not good, all better now though.
I haven't had a valium in 4 fucking days, my sleeping pills ran out and doctor/pharmacy lost my fucking perscrtiption, none of those in a week and my body is NOT RESPONDING WELL.
i can feel my brain misfiring, but i think i''m handling this withdrawal okay mentally.
I'm surprised i've been able to typeths much, as twitchy as I am, the spasms won't stop.
be a good time to have a girl on top of me, she'd love the shakes I got going on, but without that i'm in goddamned agony.
tryina to sleep, be good people.
i can feel my brain misfiring, but i think i''m handling this withdrawal okay mentally.
I'm surprised i've been able to typeths much, as twitchy as I am, the spasms won't stop.
be a good time to have a girl on top of me, she'd love the shakes I got going on, but without that i'm in goddamned agony.
tryina to sleep, be good people.
So i'm sure you're all familiar with this scenario... You see a girl on here, not just here, online any site whatever, she's beautiful, but beyond that, you talk to her a bit, find out more about her, and she's so much more. sexy, funny, intelligent, caring, so fucking cool you just want her, right? You know that can't happen, maybe you thinks to yourself, if only there was a girl i know here in town like that!
Well there is a girl I truly adore on here, knew her from myspace first but mleh. I'd love to be able to meet her and just spend a day with her, i'd feel so lucky.. But there is a girl here in my hometown that's so like her. I've been friends with her since high school, we kind of had a small thing in high school, then I was hospitalized for 3 months and I fell out of touch with her. We met up again though 3 years ago, and she's just the same as she was then, but even better, grown up, matured, all that. I'm so in love with her.
But there it is, she's (happily?) married. always that problem, it's like a disease with me.
She's still one of my best friends now though, and I love her and wish her nothing but happiness.
If not for that married thing though....
Well there is a girl I truly adore on here, knew her from myspace first but mleh. I'd love to be able to meet her and just spend a day with her, i'd feel so lucky.. But there is a girl here in my hometown that's so like her. I've been friends with her since high school, we kind of had a small thing in high school, then I was hospitalized for 3 months and I fell out of touch with her. We met up again though 3 years ago, and she's just the same as she was then, but even better, grown up, matured, all that. I'm so in love with her.
But there it is, she's (happily?) married. always that problem, it's like a disease with me.
She's still one of my best friends now though, and I love her and wish her nothing but happiness.
If not for that married thing though....
