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On Friday evening my uncle in law passed away.
Rest in peace.

May the gods judge you fairly.

I just got a phone call from the hubby at work - his moms brother may not make it until the end of today.

He's been going through chemotherapy and it hasn't been going well.

So my mum in law has to fly out to England this afternoon on an emergency visit. I really hope she doesn't have to go to another funeral. She's already...
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I've been crying for over an hour.

I started having this major attack and just started screaming at the top of my lungs. My husband was afraid the neighbours would call the police. I just couldn't stop screaming.

The anguish and pain I'm feeling with this serious depression is just too much for me to handle right now.

I got so worked up I puked...
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Schizophrenia and Me.



For those of you who don't know - I am schizophrenic. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia last October and have been pushed face first into the reality of my mental illness.

I was asked to leave my place of work by my boss over a year ago due to my excessive crying in the workplace. He thought I couldn't handle things at...
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I've spent the majority of the last couple of days putting together stock for making my own Etsy.com store. I'm excited that I'll finally have an outlet for me creative craftiness.

My focus at the moment is mostly penpal related things like envelopes and notecards that are strictly handmade by me. I will be expanding into my Zombie Girls collection (a wait and see description...
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Been in our new house for just over two weeks now. It's hard getting used to a big place like this. It's not a massive house by any stretch of the imagination, but for a girl who lived in a one bedroom appartment for the last four years, it feels HUGE.

Different rooms to do different things in.

All of my penpal stuff is piled...
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We take possession of our new house tomorrow!

Unfortunately our pregnant lawyer got into a car accident this morning, though. Set back, but I hope she is alright.

I'm so excited!

Noel got me sick. Rhino virus. Yay. The cough is bad, but I'm glad my throat doesn't hurt yet.

Its my birthday today (Friday).

Happy birthday to me.

Hopefully this year will be better than years past. *sigh*

jess

I fell down the stairs.

Now my butt hurts.