ok i lied earlier i am a big ball of distress. i need a hug and a beer and a new housemate because i cant bare to live alone.
my hubby and i have broken up, i cant find a house to move into, my flickr pro account is expiring and i cant afford to renew so goodbye photos. . ..
but despite it all, i couldn't be happier.
but despite it all, i couldn't be happier.
wolf stone
curried leaves under swollen feet
curried leaves under swollen feet
carry me home
carry me home
we are the ones who love you, we are the ones to hold you
i am your protector
sweet one, dont scream, it is only a dream
we are here to take you to the stream
lie down in cold cold water
float to the endless laughter
carry me home
carry me home
carry me carry me carry me
home
curried leaves under swollen feet
curried leaves under swollen feet
carry me home
carry me home
we are the ones who love you, we are the ones to hold you
i am your protector
sweet one, dont scream, it is only a dream
we are here to take you to the stream
lie down in cold cold water
float to the endless laughter
carry me home
carry me home
carry me carry me carry me
home
finally time to write!
i have had quite a few days off lately, yay! it has been overwhelmingly nice to have time to sew, hand out with hunter and play dress up. this week we went to the zoo, i sewed a skirt and a dress, we went to parks, we went out to eat twice and i finally bedazzles my ballet flats.
Bryan made me pose for some pictures because he said i should be proud of what i make and work it lol. i love that boy. we have had some issues lately but he will always be my BFF. i think moving out of our current house will really help us. we need space and calm. our house is filled with passive aggressiveness and pent up frustrations. it is thick in the air.
i have started studying for my GED. i really want to pass with flying colors, and i cant afford a do-over. i take the test in September. woot!
in other news i bought Bryan some bonch chap stick for men. i found it at mixedspecies.etsy.com . these guys are hilarious and amazing. check em out!
i really want some more pen pals so if your out there and love artsy fartsy pen pals lets get together!
PS: does taking pictures of my shoes make me a hipster?
pps: yes my rooms messy i have a toddler get over it
i have had quite a few days off lately, yay! it has been overwhelmingly nice to have time to sew, hand out with hunter and play dress up. this week we went to the zoo, i sewed a skirt and a dress, we went to parks, we went out to eat twice and i finally bedazzles my ballet flats.
Bryan made me pose for some pictures because he said i should be proud of what i make and work it lol. i love that boy. we have had some issues lately but he will always be my BFF. i think moving out of our current house will really help us. we need space and calm. our house is filled with passive aggressiveness and pent up frustrations. it is thick in the air.
i have started studying for my GED. i really want to pass with flying colors, and i cant afford a do-over. i take the test in September. woot!
in other news i bought Bryan some bonch chap stick for men. i found it at mixedspecies.etsy.com . these guys are hilarious and amazing. check em out!
i really want some more pen pals so if your out there and love artsy fartsy pen pals lets get together!
PS: does taking pictures of my shoes make me a hipster?
pps: yes my rooms messy i have a toddler get over it
wedding wishlist
affordable and sweet.
- custom stamped gift bags: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?ref=sr_gallery_10&listing_id=14082773&ga_search_query=wedding&ga_search_type=user_shop_ttt_id_5296878
-custom thank you cards:http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?ref=sr_gallery_7&listing_id=23431547&ga_search_query=wedding&ga_search_type=user_shop_ttt_id_5296878
-hair flowers: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=24894179&ref=sr_gallery_9&&ga_search_query=wedding&ga_search_type=handmade&ga_page=&includes[]=tags&includes[]=title
-matching pint glasses( thats how we roll): http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=21206237&ref=sr_gallery_5&&ga_search_query=bicycle+pint&ga_search_type=handmade&ga_page=&includes[]=tags&includes[]=title
custom banner: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=23896623
party favor: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=20936742
parry favor!: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=24888614
affordable and sweet.
- custom stamped gift bags: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?ref=sr_gallery_10&listing_id=14082773&ga_search_query=wedding&ga_search_type=user_shop_ttt_id_5296878
-custom thank you cards:http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?ref=sr_gallery_7&listing_id=23431547&ga_search_query=wedding&ga_search_type=user_shop_ttt_id_5296878
-hair flowers: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=24894179&ref=sr_gallery_9&&ga_search_query=wedding&ga_search_type=handmade&ga_page=&includes[]=tags&includes[]=title
-matching pint glasses( thats how we roll): http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=21206237&ref=sr_gallery_5&&ga_search_query=bicycle+pint&ga_search_type=handmade&ga_page=&includes[]=tags&includes[]=title
custom banner: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=23896623
party favor: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=20936742
parry favor!: http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=24888614
Sunday, May 3, 2009
wedding wedding wedding ahhh!
so i have been vigorously planning our wedding on a very tiny budget with much success! we have $500 dollars ( not in hand mind you we are still saving but hope to have this much haha!) to throw the wedding and we are doing great so far! we booked the location at voodoo donuts for $200. we gave them the $50 deposit and will pay the rest later. voodoo donuts also offered to make out cake tower out of donuts of course! my sister so very generously offered to make the invitations. she is amazingly crafty! i found a few photographers on craigslist who are interested in working for free, i just have to narrow it down. now all we have left is the wedding certificate of course, my dress ( I'm saving my tips for a frocky jack morgan dress!), Bryan's tux ( he could care less what it looks like lol) , the decorations, a band, a tattoo artist (who we will visit after the ceremony for our ring tattoos) and last but not least i REALLY REALLY REALLY want to have a fliptography booth at our wedding ( http://fliptography.net/flipto/flipto.html) but it costs $300 big ones! if anyone is interested in donating decorations, tattoos, a frocky jack Morgan dress, a tux or a fliptogrpahy book i will not protest! well, wish is luck! i think it will be awesome and i am so very excited!
wedding wedding wedding ahhh!
so i have been vigorously planning our wedding on a very tiny budget with much success! we have $500 dollars ( not in hand mind you we are still saving but hope to have this much haha!) to throw the wedding and we are doing great so far! we booked the location at voodoo donuts for $200. we gave them the $50 deposit and will pay the rest later. voodoo donuts also offered to make out cake tower out of donuts of course! my sister so very generously offered to make the invitations. she is amazingly crafty! i found a few photographers on craigslist who are interested in working for free, i just have to narrow it down. now all we have left is the wedding certificate of course, my dress ( I'm saving my tips for a frocky jack morgan dress!), Bryan's tux ( he could care less what it looks like lol) , the decorations, a band, a tattoo artist (who we will visit after the ceremony for our ring tattoos) and last but not least i REALLY REALLY REALLY want to have a fliptography booth at our wedding ( http://fliptography.net/flipto/flipto.html) but it costs $300 big ones! if anyone is interested in donating decorations, tattoos, a frocky jack Morgan dress, a tux or a fliptogrpahy book i will not protest! well, wish is luck! i think it will be awesome and i am so very excited!
weird dreams
dream 1: i was in the light rail train going out somewhere with hunter. as i was getting off she runs back on and the door closes and the train pulls off. i start panicking since i don't know how to get her back. a friend of mine tells me that if the CPS gets to her first they wont give her back until i pass all these tests which sometimes takes years. so i spend the rest of the night running trying to catch up to the train.
dream 2: I'm at a house and i break some sort of water pipe that causes the whole house to flood. Bryan keeps calling me stupid
dream 3: I'm going o a porn shop to buy a video camera and something else i don't remember. i am friends with the store owner and she lets me look at other customers files. i pull out the file that looks the biggest and when i open it , it is pictures of my family, me and my sister. i am all freaked out at first because i think it is my dads file. then i realize it is my sisters. at first i was concerned she was a porn addict but then i remembered she sells dildos for a living.
dream 1: i was in the light rail train going out somewhere with hunter. as i was getting off she runs back on and the door closes and the train pulls off. i start panicking since i don't know how to get her back. a friend of mine tells me that if the CPS gets to her first they wont give her back until i pass all these tests which sometimes takes years. so i spend the rest of the night running trying to catch up to the train.
dream 2: I'm at a house and i break some sort of water pipe that causes the whole house to flood. Bryan keeps calling me stupid
dream 3: I'm going o a porn shop to buy a video camera and something else i don't remember. i am friends with the store owner and she lets me look at other customers files. i pull out the file that looks the biggest and when i open it , it is pictures of my family, me and my sister. i am all freaked out at first because i think it is my dads file. then i realize it is my sisters. at first i was concerned she was a porn addict but then i remembered she sells dildos for a living.
i got a job! finally! i love it it was exactly what i needed. i already feel a huge boost in my confidence.
