My ability to suppress emotion is rather impressive!! I wish human society didn't suck so bad!!!! The worse society gets, the more I want to kill myself!! It's irritating!!! If I could life how a human should be able to live, I wouldn't want to kill myself. I just don't see the point in jumping through all of societies hoops!! K, whatever, I'm going to...
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smaptie:
What's wrong? I'm sorry you are not a big fan of human society but it does have its good points. Ummmm It made the Merry go Round. Its silly but have you ever felt bad on one? It made Square Dancing. I don't do it personally but it always looks happy. Right now the two of us are human society and I think we are just smashing. Some times you just make a couple of silly pointless hoops along with the rest, kinda keeps ya sane. (what do you think Christmas is)
tactical:
You should be like me don't hurt yourself when you are mad at society, hurt others. But the way I see it the entire human race needs to be wiped as we do nothing but use and destroy,
Ummm, K. Hehehe, so I quite enjoy pain killers!! They're the only thing that hasn't sucked about this week! They put me in such a good mood, but I only have 1/2 a pill left 
That was a bottle of 30 percocet on Monday at 3pm and finished by Sunday, let's say I'll probably take the other half by 7am... Oops, they were probably supposed...
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That was a bottle of 30 percocet on Monday at 3pm and finished by Sunday, let's say I'll probably take the other half by 7am... Oops, they were probably supposed... Read More
werlywolf:
too many sad faces in your posts
more smiles
I'd much enjoy to hear you say all humans should die in an adorable voice.
more smiles
I'd much enjoy to hear you say all humans should die in an adorable voice.
annii:
Too bad I can't make a recording, I assure you, it's very adorable!!! 
I my car died in the middle of a road downtown today
Turns out I blew up the engine... that's expensive!!! My poor little Marshmallow
Ooops, fell asleep without finishing my post... So car broken and I haven't made shit at work, and I'm still a month or more behind on my bills!!!
Turns out I blew up the engine... that's expensive!!! My poor little Marshmallow
Ooops, fell asleep without finishing my post... So car broken and I haven't made shit at work, and I'm still a month or more behind on my bills!!!
tactical:
hope things turn around for you
Crap, I haven't gotten anywhere on this paper and it was due last Thursday!! I have all my references and I know what I'm going to say, I just can't get myself to focus enough to actually write it!! I do this all the time with homework, I let assignments get later and later for no good freaking reason!! This personality trait of mine really...
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suispud1:
but it'll be a great paper I bet
adornedinashes:
I have the same problem, its terrible. I have a lot of my stuff already finished but yeah, wasted all of thanksgiving break and did nothing. Good luck on focusing, i am sure it will be awesome!
I wish I had more cookies!! I really need to stop eating inorganic food again!! I'm allergic to food additives, so it's REALLY not good for me!! But for now, I'm drinking a soda and eating bread with enriched flour... Yummy, but later, ouch! More than ouch, it just makes me feel icky...
My feet hurt!! That's another thing that girls do, that I find...
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annii:
Oh, I'm only 5'5", I was referring to some other girls I know. But 5'5" isn't that short and I really don't need to be wearing 5" heels!! But oh well, the job pays well, I'll just have to get used to these things...
padre:
You know how it is, gotta do what you gotta do
I can't freaking believe how many steps it takes to look like a girl!!!
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annii:
You guys are so cute!! Normally when I get ready after I shower, I just run my fingers through my hair a shake it out and I'm done, no make up, contacts or anything. But what girls do is blow dry their hair, curl their hair, straighten out the frizz, then put in contacts, put on foundation, eye liner, eye shadow, mascara, blush, and concealer, and then there's the body make up since my work clothes are so skimpy and I have all of my trapeze bruises. It doesn't sound that complicated, but with my thick hair and unpracticed make up skills, it takes me more than 2 hours to complete!!! Hopefully I'll get faster at it!!! And then when I come home I have to wash my face in 5 different ways to get all of the damn make up off again!!!! Sorry I'm complaining so much, I just got home and I'm about to start the routine all over again....
suispud1:
sounds like you have it down to a science though
Yeay!! I've almost caught up on all of my bills!! And I haven't been drunk in almost a full week now!! Yeay!!! I've finally returned to sanity!! That was one of the longer, more intense crazy periods I think I've ever had. Or at least I was the most aware of it happening while it was happening, I just couldn't figure out why I was...
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codemonkeym:
I know you can do it! You're extraordinary! 
suispud1:
you can do it, I can't even spell it,
I've been busy lately, finally I feel like my work ethic is back!!! I started my week long hiatus from drinking today, it's going well so far!! I made the most money of any night I've worked at the club so far!! Well, I'm very sleepy, so I'm off to bed
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izken:
Hey Annii, I'll try to make down next week to say hi. What nights you working?
annii:
I'm not sure yet, but I'll let you know once they post the schedule!! That would be fun, but they do still smoke inside there since they sell tobacco. The main floor is pretty smokey but the VIP lounge isn't too bad and I don't know about the steak house...
Hehehehe!! It's 3:00am over here and I just work up... It's tempting to start drinking again, but then I'll just be out of alcohol sooner.... Yeay!!! I'm a stripper!! I start tomorrow night at 8pm, somehow I need to buy cigs! I made a couple of bucks tonight, so that's good... I can buy smokies that way... Ok, just one shot won't hurt anyone... Except...
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Well, I've obviously gone completely insane! I've gotten my therapist so worried that she wants me to call her tomorrow to check in. Yesterday, the day I saw her, I had started drinking vodka heavily at 3:00am, took a nap from 6:00am to 10:00am, and went right back to drinking and continued all day and drank until 3:00 this morning. I was vomiting most of...
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sharkfan69:
break a leg? lol its already bruised i know.. ur hot..i hope u get the job... goodluck!
crazedone:
shit, that's an explosive situation little sister. I ain't your daddy and I definitely don't know you but I've seen that line before, careful on this one.
Yeay!! I've been sober all day! Well, I did have a beer before breakfast but I'm not counting it because I had opened it the night before and I didn't finish it, because gross!! And I'm also not counting all the boles I've smoked... cannabinoids work backwards on your synapses, so I don't count them... hehehe! Mmmm, I made all organic squash, asparagus, brussel sprouts,...
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codemonkeym:
So, the plan to replace your bood with alcohol seems to be working. I hope your work goes well.
Poor kitty, having to take a pill. My cat hated it.
I hope your work goes well.
Poor kitty, having to take a pill. My cat hated it.
danobain:
I would guess you are right as to the cause of the beeping. If it does start driving you crazy I suggest this:
Shove some sheets of newspaper as far under the door of the empty apartment as you can. Then light the still exposed end of the newspapers. The annoying intermittent beeping should stop after that.
Shove some sheets of newspaper as far under the door of the empty apartment as you can. Then light the still exposed end of the newspapers. The annoying intermittent beeping should stop after that.
You guys are so sweet for caring!! I know I'll be fine for now, but I also know that anxiety meds and alcohol work on the same neurotransmitter sites... which, from what I understand, is why you aren't supposed to mix them.... it's like overdosing on a particular neurotransmitter mimic... I think the end result is you end up getting yourself extra addicted to alcohol...
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suispud1:
hang in there doll
luis_007:
take care of yourself