IPOD
RADIO
the drive took us about 17 hours. we were fighting like crazy by the end of it but we made up and everything is back to normal. i missed her kids so much i dont no what im going to do when they move to texas. im afraid that since they are so young by the next time i see them they arent going to no who i am.
i think alex (my cat) is mad at me for being gone so long. when i first got home he was so happy to see me and now he is ignoring me. he will get over it but i think its cute.
im done with roger (my ex). we have been hanging out and things were going really good then last week he tells me he never ever wants to date me again. i dont want to date him right now but he was my first and it would of been nice if mb in the future we could of worked things out. i feel so used. he calls me just to come over and sleep with him no sex just sleeping. who does that if they arent interested? and if they no the other person still has feelings for them? i feel much better now that i no its 100% over. i think i can really move on.
my new dress
i want a miss van tattoo what do you guys think?
i need to get a hobby any ideas?
i would really like to start drawing again but i dont feel inspired.
who new bowling could be so fun? its one of the only things to do in this city if your under 21.
im still single and unemployed.
dad hasnt talked to me since he moved.
i think im goin to see the horrorpops again in october.
my friend malinda will be moving back to texas in dec. her husband hates me b/c he is in iraq and doesnt get to spend time will her and the kids like i do.
i wish my ex would stop calling me.
ill post pics of my new tattoos when i get them redone. they like like poop right now.
to all my sg friends...
i went to warped tour today and it was awsome! i saw some really cool bands and i cant get over how freaking hot travis from the gym class heroes is!
the horrorpops are still my fav band of all time.
i cant wait to see pineapple express! the things i would do to seth rogen
warped tour is next week and that means that i get to see the horrorpops again. xbradxs band is also playing at warped so that should be cool.
i get to see my first real girl crush christine this weekend. its been over a month since we last did anything. shes going to cut my hair but im still not sure what i want. suggestions?
ive been staying at my aunt and uncles for the past week trying to help them out. my aunt has ms and is very weak right now so my job is to help her out and watch bobby when my uncle is at work. they live about an hour away and my uncle gets off right as my work starts so i had to cut back my hours at work. i hope she gets better soon!!!!
i took some more pics of bobby
my dad called me when i was at work the other day and told me he was moving to TN. he just told me a couple weeks ago that he told his wife if she wanted to be with him then she needed to move to IN b/c he wants to be with me. i didnt ask him to do this i really dont think he needs to start acting like a dad now that im 20 but i really thought this time was different and that he was really goin to stay here with me. he has told me off and on for the past 7 or so years that he was goin to move here to be with me and never did. i use to get so happy when he said he was coming but he never did until this time and not even 2 months later he is gone again. i feel like such a idiot for believing him i dont even want to tell my mom he is gone.
i think im starting to go into depression again. i really dont want to take meds for it this time but mb i should. i havent ever wanted to kill myself or anything like that im just not happy any more. so i just want to say sorry to all my friends for being so down. i try not to talk about it but its hard to pretend to be something your not.
man im freakin cute!
o and i need a bf asap! anyone?
for some reason SG isnt letting me put my wishlist up but for anyone who cares its https://www.bodyartforms.com/wishlist.asp?userID=25384
better pics to come.
im addicted to filling out these things
-im watching my cousin bobby until wednesday this week. i cant get over how cute he is. he told his mom that he wanted me to stay longer b/c he missed seeing my face.
-i took some new pics last night
-i might be moving in with my friend beth and her baby. she needs help paying for the apartment and i really want to move out.
-what do you think i should get tattooed on my feet? i was thinking about some old school roses but im not sure yet. if you have any ideas or pics you should send them to me.
