alxander

Come back... please?

I still think no one actually ever reads anyones blog.

I only come here to vent, whine, get shit off my chest and out of my head.

Valentines Day, the day people spend money in support of increasing Hallmarks profits, and we cut down flowers by the billions, consume chocolate and buy gifts all in the name of love.

I thought this year I might...
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If I put myself on ebay, will you buy me?

Broken heart... again.

I don't know why, but the last week or 2 I've felt more depressed than I've ever been in a while. I may not show it to people, but it's how I feel deep down inside. While I may be 24, and people say I'm not old I truely do feel old. I feel as though I've wasted so much time, and that I have...
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Just when you find a comfortable point in life and you're prepared for the coming months. Life bends you over and fucks you in the ass.

Why are people making things hard for me?

Just listen and watch.

I spent the day home sick.

Yay... not.

I've been feeling pretty flat the last week or so. We kicked our housemate out, pretty much had enough of his arrogance towards us and other people who come here to visit us. Another user and abuser. I can sense that our electricity bill will be down significantly next time!

But it's taken a bit of a...
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I'll hold a gun to your head, and pull the fucking trigger.

I'm feeling very confused at the moment.

I've always been quiet and shy to a lot of people. Esepcially when it comes to girls, the last few years I have come out my shell dramatically and have more confidence. I guess improving my physical appearance does that for some people. I was always self concious and still am to the same degree. I never had...
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