... and the start is rough.
I celebrated this holiday (as you might know, in Russia it's far more important than Christmas) at home without any "holiday" feeling. I don't mean that celebrating New Year or Christmas at home is a bad and boring thing... But well, I'd consider the one who does it without any special mood a loser. Currently I am a loser at my own eyes. Great!
OK, it could be worse. But in these several days I've already quarelled with the one I love. That sucks, definitely. He's not my boyfriend (he was long ago... several months ago, but those months made a long time for me). But still we communicate - because we have common friends, because we decided to "remain friends", because I fucking can't let him go without constantly following his life.
And this isn't a reason of the quarrel. To be honest, I think\believe\hope that he does feel the same. Hey, hopeful romantics, in case some of you see this post, what should I do now to stop it or to start it or whatever?
Well, now time for some good personal news. I planned my first naked shooting. Soon I'll get some very new experience :)
I started saving money for a tattoo. Sooner or later...:)
The pic is just a random recent portrait done for fun. Enjoy your new year beginning!