Well somthing strange happend the other day I thought I would share my feelins on here . When I was younger the first real girl I thought about marrying She went into the navy and well I moved to cal and we kinda lost track .Well she found me on facebook I was over the moon with joy to hear from her and we have been talkin on the phone and we still care very much for eachother and well its been 13 yeahrs since we have seen eachother . Well heres the bad new she is married lol just my luck lol I told her I was going to ask her to marry me and I chickened out I got cold feet . At first she got mad that I didnt ask her I wish I would have I know i would been alote happyer than I am now . Well we got to talkin and she said you know if you would have asked me I would have said YES I wont lie when I say I kinda shed a few tears later that night now the crazy part the ring I have kept it all these years my mom god bless her allways told me to keep it you never know what my lay around the next bend in the road . Well I told her I would like her to have it so I sent it to her I know me and her wont be together anytime soon if ever . But I bought the ring for her and allways wanted to give it to her So do you think im carzy or just a fool do I love her yes I do but then I allways have and im glad we are talking again if only we are friends cuz I would rather have her as a friend than not at all . well thats the story of my life lol . Well My devorce will be finnale next week and im single again all i can say is Im kinda excited and scared shitless at the sametime . well thats all for tonight keep looking as I will update this abit more often .

allen

Well somthing strange happend the other day I thought I would share my feelins on here . When I was younger the first real girl I thought about marrying She went into the navy and well I moved to cal and we kinda lost track .Well she found me on facebook I was over the moon with joy to hear from her and we have been talkin on the phone and we still care very much for eachother and well its been 13 yeahrs since we have seen eachother . Well heres the bad new she is married lol just my luck lol I told her I was going to ask her to marry me and I chickened out I got cold feet . At first she got mad that I didnt ask her I wish I would have I know i would been alote happyer than I am now . Well we got to talkin and she said you know if you would have asked me I would have said YES I wont lie when I say I kinda shed a few tears later that night now the crazy part the ring I have kept it all these years my mom god bless her allways told me to keep it you never know what my lay around the next bend in the road . Well I told her I would like her to have it so I sent it to her I know me and her wont be together anytime soon if ever . But I bought the ring for her and allways wanted to give it to her So do you think im carzy or just a fool do I love her yes I do but then I allways have and im glad we are talking again if only we are friends cuz I would rather have her as a friend than not at all . well thats the story of my life lol . Well My devorce will be finnale next week and im single again all i can say is Im kinda excited and scared shitless at the sametime . well thats all for tonight keep looking as I will update this abit more often .

allen