Ok so i havnt posted in a while but things have been crazy, ie me. Anyways shits fucked up and alot of things are on my mind i need to vent so here it goes. the last year has been shit for me, for starters i was goin to college to be a paramedic and was doin rather well then being a dumb ass i dropped out in december, there goes 2 and a half years of hard work when i was so close to the end. Ever since things have been bad iv worked a number of crappy jobs inbetween my long stents of unemployment i owe a rather large sum of money that i feel ill never be able to pay back, i recently had to move back to my parents cause i couldnt pay my own way anymore, whcih depresses me to know end, i feel like people just tolerate me recently, i wanna get my shit back together and go back to school and a million other things but i just dont feel like its possible at the moment and that i dont have the motivation to do anything. ok i think ill stop there for now before who ever reads this falls asleep cause i could go on forever, anyways that was me venting some stuff and i feel a little better.
On a brighter side i got a new car cause it seems like fixxing my old broken down truck is taking to long, but it only cost me 1900 at auction for a 2000 mazda that was in great shape only had it for like a week but already liking it, but i need to pick a name for it and cant decide yet trying to figure out what suites her
On a brighter side i got a new car cause it seems like fixxing my old broken down truck is taking to long, but it only cost me 1900 at auction for a 2000 mazda that was in great shape only had it for like a week but already liking it, but i need to pick a name for it and cant decide yet trying to figure out what suites her
Damn quiting smoking has got to be the hardest thing iv ever tried to do this was the 3rd or 4th attempt at quiting and i thought i was doing good. 2 weeks without a smoke, that is until this weekend and heavy drinking came into play. guess im goin to have to try to start again 
I dont have very much to say right now, im new to the site and figured id at least right something. I really enjoy the idea of SG and would like to say every model is gorgeous. About myself im a metal head(though i do enjoy other music, mostly in the rock genre) from Ontario, any other members from Ontario, or elsewhere for that matter, feel free to contact me. As i said before i dont have much to say at the time but i will hopefully have some more to say sometime soon. Rock On!!!
