age: 28 (Apr 06, 1985)
MEMBER SINCE: February 2010
occupation: student/nurse aid
sign: aries
makes me sad: my mother, falling short of hopes and dreams
fantasy: having a happy family
makes me happy: sunshine, SUSHI, grilling, new kicks, live shows
crush: it's a bit more than a crush
i lost my virginity: via one night stand
stats: 5'8 150
into: the mountains, beaches, dark beer, dark haired girls, california, muscle cars, getting my hair pulled, motorcycles, camping, traveling, cooking, success, lightning storms, art
heroes: Grandpa Bob
body mods: back piece in progress, lightning bolts on ribs, lower leg sleeve, son's footprints on bicep
BLOGS
i feel some self destruction taking over....
And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainties
They'll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, Someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be? This misery will suffice
I've become, the simple souvenir of someones guilt
Like the sea, constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul
As if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I'm breaking down
And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me
Such as living with the uncertainties
They'll never find the words to say
Which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, Someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be? This misery will suffice
I've become, the simple souvenir of someones guilt
Like the sea, constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul
As if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I'm breaking down
NOVEMBER 2012
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HeartBaker