akalucifer

What a horrible day. Besides the 9/11 anniversary.

I just learned my business partner and friend of eight years just committed suicide. Such a loss.

Two deaths in a month, just terrible.

UPDATE: my mistake in saying two. I just lost two more people. One a good acquaintance, and one a very good friend/client, who was there for me during my fight with cancer.

I...
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September 4th... only one more day! Woohoo!

My Labor Day weekend was great - I had a wonderful time with vegemite and Siren, and we had visits from the lovely Andi and the ever beautiful Calamity... we went out for ice cream, and went shopping, and I even had my car washed by the local high school girls sports team... lol...

What did...
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Some updates:

vegemite is having her birthday! So wish her a good one!

We have some new babies, courtesy of Squeak - look for pics of our rat babies soon!

Over the weekend we had a visit from Addie who gave vegemite and I great massages.... mmmmm

Then on Monday a visit from Andi and her son - who is a cutie pie and totally...
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Goodbye Dave, I will miss you greatly. You were not just a client, but a dear friend. The world is a darker place without you in it.

Just got word one of my clients (and friends) suffered a heart attack while vacationing. They are bringing him back to the states, but they believe he has suffered brain damage, and is on life support. He was there for me when I went through chemo, and I cannot imagine him not being with me (and his family) for years to come.

D, my prayers...
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After 7 months... I'm back to the gym... and it forgives me my absence. It felt great... like sex with an awesome partner... omg I missed it so much... the rush of the endorphins, the soreness in my muscles, all of it.

In other news, Lisa has had her tires fixed - and she's all better now!

ok more to come... ciao!

How to ruin a good day:

Shred new tire all over the highway. Sucks. Hey I am ok, and Lisa (my mustang baby) is getting a brand new tire tomorrow.

Poor baby.

It's over. At long last the chemo is finished...

Fuck you cancer. I beat you. Again. I will keep beating you. Each and every time.

Chemo - thanks for making me better - but you suck, and I can't wait till the port comes out (more surgery monday!!!)

My hair is growing back, and now my sideburns (like my soul - I'm so emo) are...
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Ok so its just before memeorial day weekend, and for me, I had my celebration already - my last weekend was phenomenal!

I was spectator (yum!) to the lovely calamity shooting a new set and then the ever gorgeous siren shooting a set in my office... sigh... now if only I had nekkid girls int he office everyday.... the incredibly talented tmronin did the photography,...
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2 months down - 2 to go. The poison is working, I can feel the bad cells dying, and that's not a bad thing really. Some days just no energy to go on working and doing my day to day routine, some days are better though. Now all I want is sleep and my vegemite to enjoy.

A special thanks to my newest helpers: the...
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Last hormone treatment was Monday past - so I can actually grow again! W00T

chemo might only be four months long too! and my new anti nausea meds don't make me want to vomit!

yeah...I' feeling all right giggity giggity... my sexy bald head is waiting on some loving...

casino royale - love it or hate it?

ok chemo sucks. completely. All I want to do is puke and sleep. Sex? hah. Even video games are taking a back seat. Although I might get away with four months of this shit. Ok enough bitching. I am alive, and fighting. Always.

Many thanks to some beautiful SG who have done some work for me... jessikaa also known as calamity and the lovely reagan...
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