Member: ajperlinski

ajperlinski Fuck it, wheres my shit? Oh my god I'm mad at it.

I’m private
 
Blog
JULY 31, 2010 @ 04:49 PM | 2 COMMENTS


Alright so here I am sharing more poetry (or whatever you want to call it)....LETS GO!!!

A Group Discussion

We hold this life like we hold a glass. Hands clenched around something that lasts only minutes. The lives we lead are influenced by ties. Success and its killing our daily routine. We should be so grateful as to have such a life then to waste it on something that will end soon enough. They've scared us enough with words like "Failure" and "homeless", but I'm happy to know that I've grown such a dick. I'm fearless of no home, I'm fearless of loss, I'm fearless of dying when I know I'm the boss. No white collar phrases, no white collar stares. Just shirtless encounters, no white collars there. This life is too short to be killing for power, this life is too short for competition. So just take these few seconds for granted, don't dwell on the top of your game. Soon this old life will flash before us, and corporate has no meaning then.


Death's Anti-Drug


Swim in this tar until it leaves traces inside your lungs.
No matches required and no nicotine gum.
You've found an easy way to die,
easier than lighting wood to flame.
Does this give you something more?
Does this give you anything?
Have you felt the solid ground enclose you in a shallow grave?
Have you felt the flowers die, on the tombstone where they lay?
Has your heart began to fail, and your skin began to pale?
Do the mourners dress in black while they cry for your loss?
Well I've smelled decay in the summer,
I've seen quotes dissapear uner winter's frost.
I've watched the leaves fall in autumn,
The spring covers memories under moss.
All this for what you've been waiting for,
and your death has held my hand longer than you have.
JULY 30, 2010 @ 06:48 PM | NO COMMENTS


Well...a little bit bored and a little bit stressed so I thought I'd share some poems with everyone. (Don't even know if anyone will read this) smile I swear I'm straight by the way....

Machine Gun Spirit

You've got them in your crosshairs, hold steady.
Relax I say.
Your victims will run with the answers at hand.
They can't break from this caliber.
They can't.
Lets grab their feet as they grab for the roots.
We watch as it breaks in their hands,
last resort demolished.
The future isn't helpful,
we all die together.

Love, like faded jeans


Love, isn't it something great?
Is it meant to waste minutes on a precious life?
I've watered down smiles with a watered down view.
Lifes watered down me like its watered down you.
She breathes in an out with a sigh of relief,
she'll wonder why I've been so desperately quiet.
No one knows the work I've put in to being weak,
No one believes me when I've shouted my care away.
For me, Its been this way because of lifes little game.
Its moto is "Put your effort in to something with no guarantee".
I'm tired of being the slut of deprivation.
I'm tired of being fucked by the commercialized couple.
I'm nothing anymore but a guy with hazel eyes.
Life is meant to live, but its killed me inside.
JULY 29, 2010 @ 02:51 PM | 2 COMMENTS


Hey Everybody!

Thought I would try out writing a blog on Suicidegirls.com for the first time. I thought I would write a little bit about me right now and what I currently enjoy doing. I'm ALL about music, in case anyone doesn't know. Music is my voice most of the time, if I can't express myself by talking I'll usually quote a song or jam out to something. I love a lot of music, besides rap or r&b, mainly because I don't believe it takes that much talent anymore to do that. I guess on that same level I do not like pop songs. All you need is a synthesizer and some cheap lyrics and you get paid thousands or millions of dollars. Music should be something that is unique and from the heart, not from the wallet. I am very passionate about this subject.

Um...lets see. I really love hanging out with friends, I don't believe in having thousands of friends....just a couple really true friends. Thats all I need. I love going out but I also love staying in. I am really good at waterskiing, in fact this summer I haven't done that and I really want to. I'm 22, working full-time, no college degree. I'm not proud but I'm not ashamed.

I thought I'd just write a little bit about myself just so everyone knows. haha. More to come most likely.
Past
OCTOBER 2010

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

SEPTEMBER 2010

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

AUGUST 2010

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

JULY 2010

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31