i seam to be starting all my blogs these days with "it's been too long" so it seams fitting to start this one the same way, or maybe not if you're reading this bit 
But,
it's been too long....
i've been suffering a lot from sciatica (scratches head)
sciatica sucks! its the longest nerve in the human body running from the lower back and down your leg to about your knee and mine is apparently trapped and causes me some aganizing pain.
like my girlfriend said shes only seen me cry once and that was at my brothers funeral, but this is bringing me to tears most days its that painful and even most frustraighting as i dont know what i can do to fix it, i work out i've spent just over £400 on physio and i still have a bad back!
got a scan next monday though at the hospital and depending on what it is they say they might be able to fix me then and there!? and that'll be 48 hours rest after that added to the week and half i've already been off, i mean i hate my job but i'm super bored out of work.
it's not all bad though since i've been out i've had plenty of time to catch up on things and even get a few shoots in so there's a plus side to walking lke a cripple (no offence to anyone)
in other news it looks like my band speak out is on hiatus after one show lol turns out our bassist nate doesnt want to play shows and would rather stay at home and fuck his misses..... yeah i know. if any straight edge bassist near manchester read this hit me up and we could sort something out.
i've kind of got involved in another band though now so hopefully they'll want to play shows lol
other than that not much else i can think of?
oh if any of you facy a trip up to idians head on thursday let me know as me and a few others will be going up there to hang out for the day and eat my brothers free whole chicken from nandos.
in a nutshell he always said jokingly it was his dream and ambition to get his free whole chicken from nandos, so every time i fill my nandos card we go up to indians head where we scatered his ashes and have his free whole chicken with him, we've done it in some stupid weather too
peace x
But,
it's been too long....
i've been suffering a lot from sciatica (scratches head)
sciatica sucks! its the longest nerve in the human body running from the lower back and down your leg to about your knee and mine is apparently trapped and causes me some aganizing pain.
like my girlfriend said shes only seen me cry once and that was at my brothers funeral, but this is bringing me to tears most days its that painful and even most frustraighting as i dont know what i can do to fix it, i work out i've spent just over £400 on physio and i still have a bad back!
got a scan next monday though at the hospital and depending on what it is they say they might be able to fix me then and there!? and that'll be 48 hours rest after that added to the week and half i've already been off, i mean i hate my job but i'm super bored out of work.
it's not all bad though since i've been out i've had plenty of time to catch up on things and even get a few shoots in so there's a plus side to walking lke a cripple (no offence to anyone)
in other news it looks like my band speak out is on hiatus after one show lol turns out our bassist nate doesnt want to play shows and would rather stay at home and fuck his misses..... yeah i know. if any straight edge bassist near manchester read this hit me up and we could sort something out.
i've kind of got involved in another band though now so hopefully they'll want to play shows lol
other than that not much else i can think of?
oh if any of you facy a trip up to idians head on thursday let me know as me and a few others will be going up there to hang out for the day and eat my brothers free whole chicken from nandos.
in a nutshell he always said jokingly it was his dream and ambition to get his free whole chicken from nandos, so every time i fill my nandos card we go up to indians head where we scatered his ashes and have his free whole chicken with him, we've done it in some stupid weather too
peace x
Well it felt great to be back behind a drum kit playing to a rather packed out show on saterday at Krack Gallery in Manchester.
Could of gone better but then again things could have always gone better or worse :/
all in all it was a rather good day and a good reaction from the crouwd even though we spent more time soundchecking than playing, our set is about 7min long at a push lol
Then hangs and chills at my Dom / Chis' shop V Re
If you're in Manchester and you like records or vegan stuff hit them up
Could of gone better but then again things could have always gone better or worse :/
all in all it was a rather good day and a good reaction from the crouwd even though we spent more time soundchecking than playing, our set is about 7min long at a push lol
Then hangs and chills at my Dom / Chis' shop V Re
If you're in Manchester and you like records or vegan stuff hit them up
well I've been busy, well not really that busy but I've been busy doing this and that mainly wrestling and my band.
Wrestling wise I train as a wrestler at Futureshock Wrestling for those of you that dont know which is probably all of you lol! Its the most fun I've had in ages and keeps me active
Band wise, we had our first pracite lastnight which went well got a couple of songs down solid ready for an upcoming gig we have in manchester cant remember where it is but its a straighedge all dayer I think and we're the heaviest band on
check us out if you're into straigh edge hardcore, it was a vegan band but since Im not vegan the guys was cool with just being an edge band go VEGAN EDGE! XVX
SPEAK OUT
Wrestling wise I train as a wrestler at Futureshock Wrestling for those of you that dont know which is probably all of you lol! Its the most fun I've had in ages and keeps me active
Band wise, we had our first pracite lastnight which went well got a couple of songs down solid ready for an upcoming gig we have in manchester cant remember where it is but its a straighedge all dayer I think and we're the heaviest band on
check us out if you're into straigh edge hardcore, it was a vegan band but since Im not vegan the guys was cool with just being an edge band go VEGAN EDGE! XVX
SPEAK OUTso much for my lay in today! DAMN the dog crying in the morning and then my cat jumping on my head and pawing me to cuddle him and then climbing all over my cds kncoking them all down once agai!
NOT A HAPPY BUNNY THIS MORNING!
NOT A HAPPY BUNNY THIS MORNING!
well its been a while again, not that anyone is keeping score.
nothing much new, still broke and only getting more broke! my boss is a joke! he told me friday I was still on a weeks notice then the monday after on the way home he tells me he has no more work for me that week, to which I replied that isnt a weeks notice!?
blah blah blah! nothings come of it I may just report my boss or I've actually thought about robbing him, or well his wife. he still pays me cash by the book rather than pay my wages into my bank like he does his son's! So it then cost's me to get to town to the bank to put money in, and all the times she's missed anything from 5p to £20 out of my wage I feel like a dick going back round to tell her its wrong but it doesnt matter whether its 1p or £100000000 it's still my fucking money!
My boss is such a cheep skate! he play poverty all the time yet he can go out and buy a fucking iPad 2 and now he's after getting a motorbike, poor my ass! I'm fucking poor because of this wanker! trying to live on a days wage for the week, just getting by!
enough about that any way...
onto more recent matters.
I think I need an agony aunt so I might post this one in the SG agony aunt thread aswell lol
but I think I want to break up with my girlfriend, and yeah I know its a shitty time to break up with her, but I was kind of like this last christmas and put it off because of the time of year.
In a nut shell, me and my misses are okay but its just her depression that pisses me off, shes been fine for ages and then the closer it gets to christmas the worse she gets, shes been let go from her job because of all the time shes had off in such a short time of just starting the job, and now she just sits in and moaps around all day every day. She says her mood is fine she just doesnt feel well but shes been like this for too long and its fucking annoying me, I've got a lot more stuff to be depressed about than her yet I struggle on past the pain and tears (read my previous blogs if you dont know what im talking about)
And to top things off I was supposed to be working shooting a gig on saturday "TDON 7" at MOHO in Manchester and she went and fucked that one up for me which really pissed me off! In a nutshell she has no money so Im paying for the both of us and just scrapping by, she wanted a drink but didnt want to buy water from the bar at £1.50 a shitty little bottle, which is fair doos. So she went out to the shop to get drinks. Before she left I told her the bouncers wouldnt let her back in with water so I told her to tell them it was for me and they would let her in. Instead when the bouncer told her she couldnt come in with bottles of water she kicked up a fuss saying "whay not, theres people in the with bottle of iron bru" which there was lol, to which the bouncer replied that he couldnt keep going in checking every body in there people slip through sneaking bottles in (shitty bouncer you may think but the venue is cool with it, its an unwritten rule that if you want your own drinks in there sneak them in and its all good no one cares) then my misses kicked up more fuss to which the bouncer just took the piss saying next time she should bring a picnic and said she couldnt come back in that night.
I come out wondering where she is and get all this off the bouncer and my misses as I came out wondering where she was. She was crying her eyes out really upset and said she'll just go home and then come back and meet me after (Family Daysaver bus ticket) which I said was stupid and because Im part of a dying breed, a gentleman I ended up going home with her and missed most of the bigger bands I wanted to see, bands that has their original line ups back for one night only! bands that had a new singer and I hadnt seen the bassist Sean from in ages, Bands I was waiting in hype to see again all together at TDON 7.....
In my mind all this could have been averted if she had just listened to me and did what I said. It's not like I was asking her to kill for me, just say the fucking bottles of water were for me while I shot the gig!
Hmmmm.....
I really dont know what to do I feel shitty breaking up with her at christmas and while she's feeling down but I've tried to hard to help her and feel like Im doing all the effort and she just doesnt give a shit!?
she says she doesnt want to lose me over the way she is with her depression and last time this happened I told her and she bucked up her ideas and things got better, but I really dont want to have to keep repeating myself to her going in circles...
nothing much new, still broke and only getting more broke! my boss is a joke! he told me friday I was still on a weeks notice then the monday after on the way home he tells me he has no more work for me that week, to which I replied that isnt a weeks notice!?
blah blah blah! nothings come of it I may just report my boss or I've actually thought about robbing him, or well his wife. he still pays me cash by the book rather than pay my wages into my bank like he does his son's! So it then cost's me to get to town to the bank to put money in, and all the times she's missed anything from 5p to £20 out of my wage I feel like a dick going back round to tell her its wrong but it doesnt matter whether its 1p or £100000000 it's still my fucking money!
My boss is such a cheep skate! he play poverty all the time yet he can go out and buy a fucking iPad 2 and now he's after getting a motorbike, poor my ass! I'm fucking poor because of this wanker! trying to live on a days wage for the week, just getting by!
enough about that any way...
onto more recent matters.
I think I need an agony aunt so I might post this one in the SG agony aunt thread aswell lol
but I think I want to break up with my girlfriend, and yeah I know its a shitty time to break up with her, but I was kind of like this last christmas and put it off because of the time of year.
In a nut shell, me and my misses are okay but its just her depression that pisses me off, shes been fine for ages and then the closer it gets to christmas the worse she gets, shes been let go from her job because of all the time shes had off in such a short time of just starting the job, and now she just sits in and moaps around all day every day. She says her mood is fine she just doesnt feel well but shes been like this for too long and its fucking annoying me, I've got a lot more stuff to be depressed about than her yet I struggle on past the pain and tears (read my previous blogs if you dont know what im talking about)
And to top things off I was supposed to be working shooting a gig on saturday "TDON 7" at MOHO in Manchester and she went and fucked that one up for me which really pissed me off! In a nutshell she has no money so Im paying for the both of us and just scrapping by, she wanted a drink but didnt want to buy water from the bar at £1.50 a shitty little bottle, which is fair doos. So she went out to the shop to get drinks. Before she left I told her the bouncers wouldnt let her back in with water so I told her to tell them it was for me and they would let her in. Instead when the bouncer told her she couldnt come in with bottles of water she kicked up a fuss saying "whay not, theres people in the with bottle of iron bru" which there was lol, to which the bouncer replied that he couldnt keep going in checking every body in there people slip through sneaking bottles in (shitty bouncer you may think but the venue is cool with it, its an unwritten rule that if you want your own drinks in there sneak them in and its all good no one cares) then my misses kicked up more fuss to which the bouncer just took the piss saying next time she should bring a picnic and said she couldnt come back in that night.
I come out wondering where she is and get all this off the bouncer and my misses as I came out wondering where she was. She was crying her eyes out really upset and said she'll just go home and then come back and meet me after (Family Daysaver bus ticket) which I said was stupid and because Im part of a dying breed, a gentleman I ended up going home with her and missed most of the bigger bands I wanted to see, bands that has their original line ups back for one night only! bands that had a new singer and I hadnt seen the bassist Sean from in ages, Bands I was waiting in hype to see again all together at TDON 7.....
In my mind all this could have been averted if she had just listened to me and did what I said. It's not like I was asking her to kill for me, just say the fucking bottles of water were for me while I shot the gig!
Hmmmm.....
I really dont know what to do I feel shitty breaking up with her at christmas and while she's feeling down but I've tried to hard to help her and feel like Im doing all the effort and she just doesnt give a shit!?
she says she doesnt want to lose me over the way she is with her depression and last time this happened I told her and she bucked up her ideas and things got better, but I really dont want to have to keep repeating myself to her going in circles...
Well its been a while, been rather busy.
Had a few shoots and still got a few more shoots in the next couple of days / weeks lined up and other penciled in, so (not that anyone on here has ever contacted me for a shoot) but if you are just bare with me as Im rather busy with it all but if you want to shoot I'll fit you in somewhere
got my new batch of buisness cards through a couple of days ago to and they look ace! got a more updated portfolio on them and more ladies to from recent shoots and some of my older photos I still love.
my own custome back with a nice mono print of my Lubitel 166B
(shitty photo pics too sowwie)
You may also notice the Halloween table clothe from my cat's frist Halloween party we threw him
and here's photos of mine and my girlfriends pumpkins for this year.
/\ My Jack Skelitington pumpkin /\
/\ and my girlfriends 2nd ever! pumpkin, this year she went for something a bit harder than the classic pumpkin face and chose David from The Lost Boys.
Also I'm back on my feet again and moving about, for those of you that don't know (which is probably ALL OF YOU!) I brused or cracked my ribs a couple of weeks ago so I've been weezing and crying everytime I coughed or sneezed but thankfully it no longer hurts to breathe anymore and I can move around without making strange noises and faces.
Strated a one man band since everyone in manchester is either already in a band of a complete douche so I got sick of being fucked about and let down (story of my life!) and decide to just do it all on my own, I play drums, I play guitar (rather badly!) and I can sing (almost!) plus I have a PC which I'm typing this on and all the free software I can (illegally) find online to record and edit music
thus the one man straight edge band begins I think I'm going with the band name xRESENTx becasue I resent a lot of people in manchester and the world who just fuck me and other people about so it's rather fitting in my view.
and here's just a few random photos I took while sat at my drum kit before I was rudely interupted by someone out back making more noise than me with a lawnmower or something!?
I got pissed off and bored so decised to put my drum sticks up my nose
Had a few shoots and still got a few more shoots in the next couple of days / weeks lined up and other penciled in, so (not that anyone on here has ever contacted me for a shoot) but if you are just bare with me as Im rather busy with it all but if you want to shoot I'll fit you in somewhere
got my new batch of buisness cards through a couple of days ago to and they look ace! got a more updated portfolio on them and more ladies to from recent shoots and some of my older photos I still love.
my own custome back with a nice mono print of my Lubitel 166B
(shitty photo pics too sowwie)
You may also notice the Halloween table clothe from my cat's frist Halloween party we threw him
and here's photos of mine and my girlfriends pumpkins for this year.
/\ My Jack Skelitington pumpkin /\
/\ and my girlfriends 2nd ever! pumpkin, this year she went for something a bit harder than the classic pumpkin face and chose David from The Lost Boys.
Also I'm back on my feet again and moving about, for those of you that don't know (which is probably ALL OF YOU!) I brused or cracked my ribs a couple of weeks ago so I've been weezing and crying everytime I coughed or sneezed but thankfully it no longer hurts to breathe anymore and I can move around without making strange noises and faces.
Strated a one man band since everyone in manchester is either already in a band of a complete douche so I got sick of being fucked about and let down (story of my life!) and decide to just do it all on my own, I play drums, I play guitar (rather badly!) and I can sing (almost!) plus I have a PC which I'm typing this on and all the free software I can (illegally) find online to record and edit music
thus the one man straight edge band begins I think I'm going with the band name xRESENTx becasue I resent a lot of people in manchester and the world who just fuck me and other people about so it's rather fitting in my view.
and here's just a few random photos I took while sat at my drum kit before I was rudely interupted by someone out back making more noise than me with a lawnmower or something!?
I got pissed off and bored so decised to put my drum sticks up my nose
been way too long since my last blog!
been out of action a bit lately really done my back in and my boss seams to think my social life doesnt help and I should be working 24/7 or at least thats how he'd have it if he could, he's a joke!
but less of a moan as requested by my lovely friend Alexea here is not a photo of my new cat and for some reason it wont let me link the video so ill try do that again latter?
HE is called Tuna pronounced two-na
he likes his little pink mousy
been out of action a bit lately really done my back in and my boss seams to think my social life doesnt help and I should be working 24/7 or at least thats how he'd have it if he could, he's a joke!
but less of a moan as requested by my lovely friend Alexea here is not a photo of my new cat and for some reason it wont let me link the video so ill try do that again latter?
HE is called Tuna pronounced two-na
he likes his little pink mousy
well i figured i should right a new blog, not really sure what to right it just seamed fitting to write a new blog.
oh random i thought of a million dollar idea before or maybe a twenty dollar idea for a kids book about someone who is very sad and wonders why everyone else is so happy and it turns out they're so sad because they didnt eat their breakfast and so end up being grummpy and sad all day, doodles and more to come withing the week me thinks
so nobody be stealing my idea!
other than that nothing much new to report still not alloud into the cool kids group lol
oh random i thought of a million dollar idea before or maybe a twenty dollar idea for a kids book about someone who is very sad and wonders why everyone else is so happy and it turns out they're so sad because they didnt eat their breakfast and so end up being grummpy and sad all day, doodles and more to come withing the week me thinks
so nobody be stealing my idea!
other than that nothing much new to report still not alloud into the cool kids group lol
