SHUT UP STUPID EMO
there is this girl i like, i think shes cute, single, smart, but i cant ask her out. not that i wont, not that i dont want to. i cant. i was psychologically abused by girls for so long i just cannot fucking function around them. online is a different story. but in person, im beyond shy. i just cannot fucking do it. my dad gives me shit for not asking her out. what the fuck does he know? I WANT TO BUT I CANT.
i feel like an unwanted guest in my own home. no one listens to me. no one cares what i think. what i feel. no one here cares that i have a voice. i have no friends to hang with. i have nowhere to go to meet people my age. im single. im alone. im lonely. it feels like there is a hole in my chest, eating everything away. i am hollow.
i am going to die alone
there is this girl i like, i think shes cute, single, smart, but i cant ask her out. not that i wont, not that i dont want to. i cant. i was psychologically abused by girls for so long i just cannot fucking function around them. online is a different story. but in person, im beyond shy. i just cannot fucking do it. my dad gives me shit for not asking her out. what the fuck does he know? I WANT TO BUT I CANT.
i feel like an unwanted guest in my own home. no one listens to me. no one cares what i think. what i feel. no one here cares that i have a voice. i have no friends to hang with. i have nowhere to go to meet people my age. im single. im alone. im lonely. it feels like there is a hole in my chest, eating everything away. i am hollow.
i am going to die alone