_margot_'s SuicideGirls Blog

First day was so tiring and educational. I am super pleased with my choice.

If it was easy, it wouldn't have been a dramatic and strong enough change.

Today we have to play 3 songs that reflect us right now.

These are mine.

Avett Brothers- Kickdrum Heart

Spoon-The Underdog

Help, I'm Alive

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78walk:

Glad it went well.

Mar 23, 2010

beautifulxalone:

ooh love that acoustic metric. Haven't heard that yet.

Mar 28, 2010

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flores:

very.
almost as cute as you.
Oh!

Mar 22, 2010

beautifulxalone:

I've found that while feeling too much is overwhelming, it is way better than feeling nothing. And being aware that you're feeling nothing.

You have a pretty smile

Mar 28, 2010

I have an interview Monday @ 9:30 am.

I want this job so much,it hurts. It is nothing amazing,but it is a change. It is a break.

Happy thoughts.

xo

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cocoabutter:

i don't play when it comes to expired accounts

Mar 12, 2010

beautifulxalone:

Oh! I wish you the best at the job interview. You can do it! And I know you need this change!

Mar 14, 2010

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smithers_jones:

I got soups and cuddles! It was awesome. We watched Community and Up. And then I woke up in the middle of the night with a hysterical coughing fit. Today I am watching BSG and napping.

Mar 6, 2010

smithers_jones:

Well, I almost came close to peeing. Up was super sweet. I am glad I got to see with the person I am going to grow old with.

Mar 6, 2010

I keep imagining that face you make when you first wake up.
I miss the way my feet look in your hand.
You drinking out of that monkey cup?
You sleeping on my side?

It's going to change.
We are all going to change

Just keep writing your love songs,
I'll keep signing mine.

I was talking with family this weekend about music. I have...
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twotoner:

You are there.

Then you are gone.

I hope that you're okay.

Feb 25, 2010

smithers_jones:

I would love to catch up soon. Let's see if we can make our schedules align. I miss you.

Feb 26, 2010

1. It's raining, which is a reminder of why I need to get my fucking license.

2. I'm going to be late for work, because the motivation to go walk in the rain does not exist.

3.I should probably get rid of the toilet profile photo..any suggestions.

4. I have to work during the Super Bowl. May get out early...not sure.

5.

Ok, time to...
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smithers_jones:

She totally knows. She feels the same way. It's frackin awesome.

Feb 5, 2010

artemiswerewolf:

My profile picture suggestion

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Feb 5, 2010

Points of interest.

1.Howard Zinn passed.
I could fill a whole journal regarding this. It's upsetting, as he shaped my wee mind when I first read my mom's copy of People's History

2. Beer related shenanigans this weekend. Pictures will be taken. Possible drunk texting as well.

3. Holyshiteihatemyboss stab stab stab

4. I have been writing so much lately. It feels awesome.

5....
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smithers_jones:

And yeah that Zinn quote kills me too. Keep stickin' it to the Man, Sister.

Jan 28, 2010

twotoner:

Re: #5

The Total Gym works pretty well. I'm 6'4 and 220. My door frame holds up just fine..

Jan 28, 2010

"Before we end this rodeo, a few things need to be said. There has been a lot of speculation in the press about what I legally can and cant say about NBC. To set the record straight, tonight I am allowed to say anything I want. And what I want to say is this: between my time at Saturday Night Live, the Late Night show,...
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smithers_jones:

Dude, I sang for her. It was awesome.

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Jan 25, 2010