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SEPTEMBER 1, 2008 @ 08:32 PM | 9 COMMENTS

So I've really just come to accept something.
I have daddy issues.
In case that shit wasn't apparent.
I just wanted to put that out there to explain why I have such intense social anxiety about having people to hang out with, especially when I'm at home with my parents. You see, my dad used to yell at me and call me a loser every weekend in middle school because I never went over to friend's houses or hung out with people. Seriously, I'd just wanted to play on the compooter biatch. But, you know, someone calling you a loser a whole lot sticks, especially when it's your dad, so I still have this lingering, intense stress about having something to do and not be at home with my parents. I came to this realization today when I started freaking out over something so fucking retarded. The up drugs help make me more aware of when I'm being retarded I think, which definately helps.
So sorry I think that everyone hates me all the time. My daddy never loved me. Deal with it mothafucka!!!!!!!!!!

RexArenn

Los Gatos, CA

April 2008

SEP 01, 2008 09:28 PM

heh.

I kinda hate my dad too.
Wanna make out?

jimmymontana

United Kingdom

March 2008

SEP 02, 2008 11:03 AM

Hey, your not a loser! I think it's cool that you have figured this out now so you can put it past you. Besides girls that play on the computer are hot!

Mockingbird

Chicago, IL

January 2006

SEP 02, 2008 02:37 PM

I don't know the other issues behind this but are you sure he didn't love you? Sometimes people just say asshole things without realizing what it does to other people.

endlessly

Fort Benning, GA

June 2006

SEP 02, 2008 03:41 PM

You are a very entertaining big bag of crazy.

clarkekid

Long Beach, CA

January 2004

SEP 02, 2008 07:12 PM

I'm still stunned how parents can treat their kids like this and think it's ok. Don't worry about forcing yourself to do things when you don't feel comfortable doing them. When you want to socialize you will... and you'll enjoy it more because you won't feel like you're forcing yourself to do it.

FunkyPhantom

Chapel Hill, NC

June 2007

SEP 13, 2008 09:00 PM

So hows davis been, I kinda miss it

lilbill

Allston, MA

May 2008

SEP 18, 2008 11:59 AM

I think I would like to have a dad around to call me a loser. Just had him call me for my 21st birthday a few days ago. That makes it 20 years since we've talked. Hope everything ends up gravyyyy

sowing you much love!!!

wsoxfan

Little Neck, NY

February 2008

SEP 22, 2008 07:56 AM

That's terrible. I can't begin to imagine how it must feel to believe that your dad never loved you. From what I've noticed about you, you are personable, intelligent and genuine. These are qualities that anyone and everyone should find easy to love.

Take care and be strong.