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MEMBER SINCE: August 2008

occupation: Industrial Gypsy

sign: Libra

i lost my virginity: To my best friend who I almost lost that same day.

body mods: Plenty of scars experimenting with the spaces between.

gets me hot: Intellect tattoos and a free spirit.

makes me sad: Apathy.

fantasy: To be as carefree as I once was as a child, to have my mind wiped clean, to loose my cynicism, to see the world through naive eyes free from life 's polluting influence, free of the inevitable curse of responsibility that steals all these precious gifts.

makes me happy: My friends, books, nature, thinking I love thinking.

into: Philosophy walks by the sea or in the mountains, storms, good friends, being who you want to be, live music, pretty people, art house films, graffiti poetry.

heroes: My Dad, The Unknown Protester Tiananmen Square.

most humbling moment: The birth of my daughter

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JUNE 15, 2013 @ 04:59 PM | NO COMMENTS


When I was thirteen I used work on a farm in the school holidays and when I had lunch I used to sit in the driving seat of an old car pretending to drive it someplace in my mind. Years later I was still working in the holidays for the old farmer ad as it had become customary to sit in the car I was having a bottle of coke and some chicken or something when the farmer said “That will be your last meal in the car I just sold it”.
Until that very moment I had not realised how attached I had become to this beat up old wreck.
How could he? I was about seventeen and asked him if he could sell it to me and he said no as he had already accepted an offer. £100 that about $150, it isn’t a lot but more than I could have afforded.
My last memory of it was looking back into the barn to see the dusty old wreck with flat tyres and a busted head lamp looking out all squinty eyed at me, as if to say “What do you care”
I have always regretted not being aware of my fondness for that old car and wonder if I have passed by other things or even people in the same fashion, sleepwalking by, never realising the worth of a person or object.
On Saturday serendipity called upon me and I made acquaintance with that old car I used to sit in, not the exact car but the same make model and of a very similar age.
I can once again drink coke in the driver’s seat but this time I can drive somewhere nice and take a few friends, maybe have a picnic too.

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