Fuck ya!


Meshell is "Illuminated"

Just you wait - you'll never abandon your lube again - August 30th, 5pm in Member Review....
Lavonne rocks.

I wish I could re-live last week a few times over. Angels and Airwaves and SG night in Calgary..


SG's are priceless - I'm so glad I ever made it on here just to meet the people I've met. I hope to have an SG night Van one of these days.

I dropped my bicycle off to get fixed, I hope I get it back tomorrow! It's gonna be SO AWESOME. for $150 I'm getting a tune up so all the gears will work, brakes fixed, yellow grip tape, new tires... anyways yes it's a little late in the season but I'm so stoked about it.

I went out last night and got way too drunk for my own good but ran into lots of good peeps and hot boys. The one day is the perfect weather in Vancouver, 35degrees and sunny as all hell I was too fucking hungover to leave my bed til 3 o clock! Tomorrow will be beach day, NO DRINKING tonight.
It was my friend Kush's bday, was good to finally get to hang out with her as she still lives in the suburbs where we went to high school.


Just got back from the Eatery with Pirate. Service was more than exceptionally terrible today, I won't even bother to write what happened out but they are damn fucking lucky that they make such tasty food. It's funny cause every time we go there we bitch about the service the whole time until our food hits the table.

I want new ink - something that illustrates how much love I have.

You'll hate me for this but seriously, watch them all. This is what I feel like every day even though I don't have a certain person in my life to love, I just love love. And as a side note, if anyone knows any cute vegan/vegetarian boys send them my way .

Tom Delonge found my inner workings.







I'm off to steal some booty with a
Pirate. Tomorrow morning will be my first weekend morning in my new apartment, I ended up not making it home last night. Though it was nice this afternoon in my state to just wash dishes with music playing and all the doors open.

Breathe....

Okay here goes.

SG Night in Calgary on Friday August 9th was a BLAST! I just wanna say thanks so much to Rydell for organizing everything and putting me up for a night. Her personality is as beautiful as her pictures. Shanti is a riot and a pleasure to share a bed with, even if I was too drunk to take advantage of it. Lavonne a doll as always - and she shot a super sexy new set for me, just you wait.
Seska - meow!, Tiffini is a riot and damn fine cage dancing partner, Drake such a cutie, Anette and Nikoll and even Lotus were all a pleasure to meet!

Okay so here's the photo part, be prepared - I stole some from Rydell and Lavonne and some are from mine that you can find here SG PT 1, and SG PT 2.

My favs from

Rydell cam...
After the airport...

And some H&M shopping

The poll dancing begins! Lavonne didn't let me keep a shirt on long.

Hot ladies!


My cam fun!
I match the Hulas!

Rydell loves it.


CHECK OUT LOTS MORE!

From Lavonne's cam...

I could put up pics til the cows come home cause they are all awesome. I can't wait to do it again sometime. I can't wait to show you guys my new set. Thanks to all the members that came out - I'm sorry I only got to meet a couple of you! The only thing missing was Pirate - I hope she can come another time. The debautery and dancing and fun. The cake I ate was NOT vegan but I didn't care. Thanks jameswyper for the motorcycle ride, and fixing my hair.

Back to reality...
I went to the Angels and Airwaves show the night before I left for Calgary and it was amazing. I love how all they sing about it love, and they sound like you are flying. I love love, I love loving life, and my friends, and just being a live. It sucks that I had to go with an ex boyfriend, and even though it was fine and we're fine, no one ever hurt me or ever will again the way he did so it kinda sucked to stand next to him, but he loves them as much as I do and no one else I know even likes them. That's not to say that there isn't shitty things going on in my life, friends lying, finances being shitty, work being stressful, boys being stupid, but really, it's all good.



And last night I went to Crue Fest with Pirate - even though I only got to see 2 songs of both the bands I really wanted to see it was fun and I got to meet the singer of Trapt (they are/have been a fav band of mine for a long time) so even though I only got 2.5 songs by the time we got there it's okay.

Me with the singer Chris Brown

The sis - the Pirate and me.
We walked in while they were playing their new single "Who's going home with you tonight?" - check out the panties



I'm looking forward to my first weekend sleeping in my new apartment. That is all for now.

SO SG night in Calgary was insane...

I will update tomorrow - it's Crue Fest tonight - TRAPT, Buckcherry, Papa Roach, Sixx AM and Motley Crue.

No rest for the wicked!

EDIT August 5th : got a phone call this morning, I'm an auntie again!!! My second niece Holly was born yesterday in Colombia - now I can't wait to go there in October hopefully and kick it wtih Sally and see NIN in Bogota!

More photos!

Went to Vic for the weekend. I love it there, it's so friggin' beautiful. One day I will be able to live there again. Hung out with my cousin, she made me cry a lot but o well... I still love her.

Me at Rebar in Vic

At Fisherman's Warf



Drinking games later that evening...
Me beating up my cuz


Me and Mantis4U - crazy guy! I put eyeliner on him.

As stated in previous blog - people like to kiss me haahahah.


This is what it looked like when the bar was emptying out - I lost my SG button and my Silverchair one - I'm DONE wearing buttons out dancing... I lost a pirate one last week.



Next day hungover and all...

The bathroom at the cactus club, what the shit.


Today I had a stellar day. Went to 3rd beach with my buddy Vanessa, shopped - bought 3 pairs of shoes WHAT?! ya... and ate yam fries and drank cocktails - now I"m gonna curl up with my new book "Breaking Dawn" the final book in the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer and seriously... I WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH A VAMPIRE. That's all I gotta say about that.
Me and V


4 days til Calgary - Rydell's newest set went up today and it's stellar so check it out - can't wait to stay with her. It's gonna be a blast so come out if you can!


Hehehe I found out a girl at work has a huge crush on me - it's intriguing.

The only things missing this weekend was my Pirate and ifwinterends

Living in the new apartment - lovin it. Lovin life these days - WHAT? - yes I am.

Need a new set, any ideas?
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Kiss me I'm German?

























Kissing is fun.

Not much to update. Moving on Tuesday - finished painting most of the new place. I can't wait til it's all over.
Friday night I spend mildly messed up on hallucinogens with Pirate and her man. Good company good time. Last night was a friend's 20th bday and we went out on the town. Here's some pics for your viewing pleasure. Since I couldn't eat the cake they got me a vegan brownie! Sweet girls.





Check out Rydell's latest in Member Review Game On - it's pretty fantastic.

Speaking of Rydell - 2 weeks and CALGARY HERE I COME!


Flogging a dead horse?
Button Button


I'd like to shoot a new one my friends so help me out - never mind that I need money for all the paint I just put on my walls!!! Muwah. That is all for now.

The beach is a beautiful thing...



Who are these guys you might ask?? I have NO FUCKING IDEA!!! After driving around Stanley Park for 2 hours and not finding parking for third or second beach we went to kits beach. Just as we were packing up to leave my friend Jill asked to take some photos of me on my towel for part of her art project that involves "black" subject matter - since my towel and bikini were black she wanted to take my picture. So then these two Sweedish guys (seriously) that were like 20 (seriously!) come up and are like "oh do you want us in your photoshoot" and just came and parked themselves next to me. It was TOO FUNNY FOR WORDS! I stiffled my laughter as best I could and played along.. highlight of the day for sure. GAG. Blue skies and heat make me be happy to be alive!

The crew.


Marie and me - friend from makeup school who is rad.


Last night we went to Hokus (never been always wanted to), the bands were meh, the crowd was young and also kinda meh but the sushi was okay. I dunno what it is but lately when I go out I'm surrounded by young boys, like 20 years old, like at the beach, and last night at some random house, and the list goes on. It might have something to do with the fact that apparently I don't look 19. Yesterday in the liquor store the under cover security guy came up to ME in a group of 6 girls that were younger than me and asked to see my ID. It's flattering really.

Teia and me with kitten! He's not mine, I wish.


Yet again trying to stop the laughing, how do I end up in places like this?? Thanks Teia!


Rockin' T's hat!


OHHH I found a rad apartment and already have keys. Gonna paint this week, needs lots of love. The next month for me is going to be so busy it's ridiculous.. s'all good though.. good things good things. The place is two floors, two bedrooms, I can put my drums in my room and no one under me can complain! I also have a balcony in my room as well as one in the living room...

Did a photoshoot with my friend Ryan Conners Doco Photo he's doing a series of "beauty shots" - basically elegant head shots, minimal makeup... so here's some.





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A new gift shop opened up near work and they had lots of cool buttons! I spent $30 on buttons! A JEM one, SERIOUSLY! I also got a Where the Wild Things Are one but someone already stole it from me.. or rather I gave it to him.



Speaking of buttons... Button Button!!


Girl Talk is sold out.. what to do?!

Beautiful.

Things are sometimes!





The thing I look forward to most in my day, whatever time it is that I get home, middle of the night, early morning hungover, or evening after work, seeing this guy. He stops, drops, and rolls for me and then I do the same, we lay on the floor looking at each other upside down and he talks to me and I wish I could understand him. I doubt he's saying the same things I say to him which are usually, "you're too cute for me" or "if you got any cuter I'd have to kick you out". I'm looking for a new place to live, in east van, something a little cheaper so likely shared accommodation and the hardest part is finding somewhere I can take him with me. And I don't care cause he's worth it.

It's beautiful out - the sun is shining, other things in life that have been getting me down have been improving substantially so really - no complaints today.

Pirate and me! Check out her awesome new set that went live a few days ago Het Piraat Bier


My lil sister and I, she left for Montreal for 5 weeks


I also love summer for the food especially the abundance of delicious fruit.


I scored a nice lil bicycle at a pawn shop by my work - Malloreigh might help me in the repairs department. It's pretty sweet cute.


It's been almost a month since Button Button went into member review. I really wanna see it go up cause it's so cute. AND cause I really wanna shoot another one so if you want to keep the nakedness plentiful go tell us how much you love it.


On Sunday I was on Much Music's Going Coastal with ifwinterends and Mantis4U at the button show last month - I don't have cable to so I didn't get to see it .

What do you look forward to every day?

This is a dedication - it's obvious to who.


I want bubble tea.

Can't wait til I go to Calgary on August 8th to Snatch bar for fun SG festivities thanks to Rydell!!!!

I love the HOT HOT HEAT!

Yes Vancouver has been beautiful the last week. I had lots of beach time, on Saturday with ifwinterends and then Sunday and Tuesday with Pirate and company! I even had soy gelato at the crazy ice cream place!

Moi and my new binkini.

ifwinterends and her new bikini.


Saturday was Pirate's sister's wedding reception - it was fun! Open bar, I got to wear my new dress, and I macked on a cute boy. That girl bakes a good cake - she needs to help me bake vegan eats!

Cute twinsies!

Between two of my fav peeps - Pirate and her lover boi!


Last Wednesday I cooked her dinner and we ate some scooby snacks and... well it was a good night rolling around on the floor though work the next day was rough!



Salad rolls with peanut dip!


Crap it just started pouring rain, good ol Vancouver!

You can listen to my interview with
TylerHollywood here The Bad Side - Talk Radio X

More pics from that night a the little black dress party - yes it was a camera whoring night.

My fav song right now - Wagon Wheel by the Old Crow Medicine Show





Some of these are just too funny for me.


I went for dinner with my lil sister today - it was almost as good as the Eatery with Pirate last night.. almost. By sis is going to Montreal for 5 weeks so... I'll miss the lil brat.

That is all as if that wasn't enough. Life is good right now, maybe not financially but in every other way it's pretty okay so who cares about money anyways!!!

And cause you love me and wanna see me naked on the front page - thanks again Cherry!
Button Button


I need to buy a bicycle so if anyone knows where I can get a gooder for not an arm and a leg let me know!

A trillion more photos.

The weekend was fun! My friend Shelley from Alberta came to stay with me. On Friday her and I and some ladies that were in our make up class sat around in our PJ's and ate yam fries that I made and drank cocktails.

Me on the far right!

I like vodka?



Then on Saturday we had a "Little Black Dress Party" and I got the cutest lil dress for $20!!! Except the bars SUCKED. 4 of us went to the Bourbon and then the Sweat Shop and it all sucked! Pirate came out to the Sweat Shop so that was nice but still we were a little disappointed.

I got a cute lil yellow leopard print Betsey Johnson bag!

Shelley and me!

Crazy girls.


Me and Pirate - I look stoned but I think it was a mid blink!



Earlier that evening while I was in my dress and had had a couple of drinks already I did an interview with TylerHollywood and it was super fun - he's rad!! If you missed it perhaps he'll put a link up soon. TalkRadioX


And Tyler this is the dead mouse! You can kinda see it.