So it's been a while since i last posted up something well things are going up and down for starters i got my car fixed and it looks like things will finally be working, also i believe i'm getting more hours at work but can never tell since they still can't give me the right days off.

Then there is the fact that i got the iphone 4S i had to upgrade my droid was shutting off non stop and i was getting tired of it in the middle of a call shuts off or txt shuts off at first i was like whatever i can deal but then after a while i got fed up with it plus i was totally against having a iphone till i started hearing good reviews on it and Siri is like a mini cortina if anyone pays halo but with out the hologram of a women and she doesn't randomly talk but hey it will do for now.

Then i also got Diablo 3 so far i am loving the hell out of the game just frustrated that i can get past a certain boss that is whipping my ass like i am a rag doll when i am a good level. So if anyone has it let me know i will be willing to play with anyone that is on there.

Then there is the bad now i'm having female problems been with this girl for a while and her attitude isn't getting any better she is always snappy and never really fully calm everything gives her a rise action and its like when she is calm that is the best part about her she is sweet, beautiful, and funny just when nothing goes her way she is the biggest brat and drives me insane i can never win at anything with her i try and do what i can to calm her down or do something fun and still attitude i have my back against the wall right now and i think i'm going to explode and things aren't going to be fun anymore. Any advice on what i should do? I figure i should get the prospective from a female to fully understand what i'm doing wrong i was raised by women so i tried everything there was that i knew but maybe i'm going about it the wrong way.

Anyways congratulations to all the 2012 graduates good job welcome to the new world and wish you all the best of luck. If anyone has Diablo 3 let me know. Hope everyone is going to enjoy the summer and what is in store for them.

What is everyone's plans for summer?

Hey everyone so things are going so so school is actually progressing i have this midi class where the professor is so mono tone he actually puts me to sleep it really sucks. As far as work my hours were cut majorly i got 3 days of work instead of a weeks worth ugh i don't know what to do at work but whatever what can i do but lets start on a lighter note....












Well i might have news but i won't say anything just yet i might have someone coming on SG she really wants to become a SG really bad and i planned on showing her around getting her warmed up to everyone on here she is a bit shy so i hoped that maybe she can work her way to becoming a SG well i hope that she can work her way to becoming one anyways anyone has anything interesting?

Starting off..........

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photo's didn't come out the way i would have hoped looks like i have to borrow my sisters camera but until then i know everyone was asking for pics was testing out the web came shots ha ha. So onto what has been happening in my life first off work well i got promoted to do something i didn't want to do to begin with i am a grocery clerk i help customers and restock shelves and clean up all that good stuff away from the stressful things like cashier where you have to take being yelled at well my boss wanted to promote me to cashier. At first i was against it till i got to the bigger problem with it i had to do training and they wanted me to miss a week of school just to get things rolling first off was i even getting a raise nope no raise was i getting more hours nope in fact i get less hours so i told my boss no because why would i be cashier where i have to take peoples crap for the same pay and less hours nope rather walk around the store and actually move away from customers if they piss me off ha ha.

Now lets get to school well things are going extremely good hopefully i can actually get something started where i might actually move toward my career i really want to make games and or music for games i listen to what is actually in games majority of it has been good except some off beat crap music where they get some artist to sing and then it just sucks really bad so that is where i will hope i can change in that aspect especially since i play guitar.

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lately i've been going through a lot of new bands and hopefully i will be able to put up some of my songs i have created myself. I'm trying to actually not stress out as much but that is proving to be really hard especially when i have a crappy car and i need a gas economical car other than that i had more to say but i'm sure talking about the bad stuff at work will only ruin my chi i want positive flowing through me and hopefully some adventures where i can share so far i haven't really been going anywhere for adventures but i hope that will change.

Have fun everyone and tell me how your doing .

Alright i know i've been lagging on the photo's with my internet acting up and i really couldn't upload any photo's of my adventures for the past couple of months of last year i think i can finally do it now mind you its only a few photo's i got a new laptop for my birthday and for some reason i can only find half my photo's and then the other one's won't upload for some reason but i will show some of the things i have been up too as of last year...




I know short and some of it doesn't explain what i have been up too just been hanging out and enjoying life when i have the time too especially with school and work i rarely get time to do anything but i think this year holds more promise to me so far things are starting off ok i mean had a minor bump in the road but i am not going to let that stop me.

Work isn't getting any better i just tolerate it till i can get the hell out of there i pretty sure i mentioned it a few blogs back but the douche that i got into a fight with has been trying to be buddy buddy then tries to act like he is better than me then he tries to say he is the boss and i have to follow his orders?! I get so close to not telling him off especially when he runs off to go get high with the other co worker i might at at work sometimes on the clock or on lunch then starts acting weird when he see's me and another co worker talking always touching himself and saying weird things idk but its disturbing don't get me wrong i wouldn't mind people smoking weed if it didn't effect work but on the clock literally and then when it comes to preforming any task at work which requires you to use your head your too baked to even work and or life objects that is where the problem comes in.

Idk what to do about work is there anything i can really do? Any advice from anyone? Then there is my car issue my grandfather left me his car when i was working for pizza hut it got stolen and the cops apparently had to wreck it to catch the people but yet things in the car are missing random things like the sun visor on the passenger side and the compartment boxes that stuff doesn't matter to me what matter is how much money in gas i'm spending i feel like i am spending 100 everyday on gas fill it up one day then if i decide to hang with people there goes gas right there and have to fill it back up the next day hard to save money when you have something that is sucking you of money but i still have my head up i feel like thing will happen this year.

I want to meet people i need new friends i realistically have one best friend everyone has back stab me or left me because they don't want to see that some succubus is sucking the life out of them and would rather have them bring their life down then complain about it to me and expect me to help nope you choose her over your friends so deal with the issue so now i need new friends feel like i should experience more of life so any takers who wants to experience more of life this year? How is everyone else's new year going for them?

Hello everyone,

I know i need to post more but today is a really important day its my BIRTHDAY i don't feel like i turned 26 but i suppose the effect will hit later on.

Lately things at work have been getting worst they cut my hours big time i only work 3 days all because my supervisor doesn't like me i realistically don't care if anyone likes me at my work i'm there to make a paycheck and not there to please anyone.

Well anyways its my day and i plan on taking lots of pics today and loading them up on here so everyone be ready for my pics.

How is everyone holiday's going?

Excuse my absence things have been very hectic lately work really isn't getting any better. One of the head guys came into work and had to run the store for the day and he pissed me off he wasn't worried about his other co workers just me he kept stopping me from doing my work to get me to do something else less important then he tried to tell me that i have more responsibilities than i should have and when i questioned his every mistake respectfully he gets mad, i asked a series of multiple question here are a few: well with all due respect sir your asking me to fill up the bottled soda's that aren't selling when i'm trying to fill up the beers cause they are selling fast is that good to stop working on the beers when we are running out? Sir i am filling up the milk and eggs the shelves are empty and your asking me to go to do something else?

I mean was in the wrong for pointing that out? All i was trying to make a point was why are you so worried about little things when more important things around the store needs to be done and i'm already on top of that. Then to make things worst my friend came in to shop and saw me so he said a few words to me and this power trip asshole like he is comes up ask my friend to leave the store when he was a customer then he threatens to fire me if he see's him again when this asshole was in the restaurant area with a bunch of people who weren't shopping watching some damn fight wasting time when the store was closing what the fuck i mean aren't you suppose to be worried about the store since you are higher than my boss and yet your doing something that isn't helping the company. So he got mad cause i wasn't listening to his bull shit lecture about how i need to improve and hustle when i told this asshole that i have asthma and he looked at me like he didn't know what it was so i told him to google it since he wanted to be an asshole about it sorry don't say its nothing and i can work through it if it happens when you don't know what it is.

Well he gave me 4 days off i still question if that is a reward or punishment? whatever gave me time to play my games i got skyrim and have been spending numerous hours on that game trying to explore the wonders of that game, Also got Saints Row 3 which still haven't played yet, Halo remake in HD, and ultimate marvel vs capcom 3 so i got alot of games to play so who ever got skyrim knows that there is no end to what is in that game.

But i have been looking for another job i need to get out of the work i'm at cause i need better i need benefits and i need better pay and better treatment from my co workers. how is everyone else Christmas is coming up is everyone excited?

So this is a long over due blog but i decided now to write only because of what has happened recently lots have build up to this blog and questions have been answered that i've been wanting to know for a long time so here goes everyeone.



First thing is well my best friend was or idk what he is anymore lately he has been dating this girl who is for better much a horrible gf i mean sure when you meet someone you want to be with them all day and spend every waking moment with them but you would never forget about your friends and responsibilities. He has let the bill on our cell phone plan go up not once not twice but 3 times 300 dollar bill our bill is not suppose to even be anywhere near 200 and yet i don't get it he is not using the minutes he is not paying his end and it is adding up i've called him on several occasions asking him to let me know when he can't pay it but he can't pick up the fucking phone to even say hey paycheck is low can't put in my half or anything he won't even answer any of my calls till like a week later i don't even know what to do about that what should i do? Should i kick him off the plan? Even if i do he still has to come down and sign documents of me releasing him on his own.

The other thing is that i finally figured out why my girl acts the way she does well apparently her mom said she has a disability she has a hard time understanding simple things and she asked me if i could live with that for the rest of my life. I never saw it as a problem and i've noticed things that she has a hard time understanding when we get into fights and she doesn't know why she did things but i still care about her i mean why did her mom tell me that? Was it to scare me off or to actually want to know will i be there for her or run away cause other guys did she is a very beautiful girl and i never saw any disability in anyone as a problem so why would i now.

Now for the grand finally so work is just not getting any better i mean i get along with the people i want to get along with but seems like there are certain others who would rather piss me off so i almost got into a fight today because that lazy ass co worker that i've mentioned got in my face today worrying about my job instead of worrying about his job so i told him off to say out of my business and worry about his work so he got all mad and wanted to fight thinking he is a hard ass but i would destroy the kid so i don't know what his problem is but he will get the bitch ending he deserves if he keeps messing with me. I told my manager that he was harassing me only because i didn't want to start a fight at work i mean did i do the right thing by saying something i was about to punch the guy and i wasn't going to keep going around in circles with the kid.

Idk i'm going through a lot i need a vacation but i don't have good friends to hang out with except one but he is always busy idk what should i do?

Well it's been a while since my grandmothers passing and everything is getting better took a while for me to adjust to everything but things are getting better. Things at work are a roller coaster there is this lazy guy at my work who is extremely lazy he checks himself out in the mirror for hour thinking he is god's gift to women and he doesn't even work literally does nothing why they haven't fired him idk but the guy is consistently pissing me off i have news flash for him he isn't god's gift to women i won't lie there are beautiful women at my work but its funny how he can't even get ANY OF THEM to like him he even asked why and they said beautiful women don't go for a guy who looks like him i just laughed at that and i'm not trying to be cocky but all the women at my work want to get with me and i won't because of the fact that i know how they are they like to play games and one of them is messing with the boss nope i don't like mind games and i really don't want to play what is your std nope not happening with me plus i already have someone special that i wouldn't want to make mad she is really good to me and hasn't fucked me over.

Other than that i've been playing halo reach and black ops that is my only way to release my aggression i hope i can play with someone if anyone has X box how is everyone else doing?

So this blog is about my grandmother she was the most wonderful grandmother i knew she was a fighter and if she has taught me anything was to never let anyone bully me talk down to me and for that matter to always defend myself in the toughest battles to fight for what i believe in and always find a way through all obstacles. Today June 9th i went to work ( Yes i had forgot to tell everyone i got a job its a grocery store but i will go further into that later ) i got off work at 1:00pm got a hair cut then came home to find out my grandmother passed away while i was at work the my mother told me as soon as i got home from work cause she didn't want to ruin my day it sucks cause the one thing i'm beating myself up about is the whole week i was at work i couldn't really talk to her cause she was sleep and i was at work and i wish i could have told her this morning that i love her and everything but to come home and find that out broke me she raised me with my other grandmother on my dad's side and my mom and even though i know she is not in anymore pain and in a better place i still wish i could have talk to her one last time before she left just to tell her about my job and for her to give me advice.

Even as i walk around in my house it's weird cause she was with us this morning and now she is gone and passed away in my house so i'm really shaken up i just want to know if everything will be alright if my mom will make it as well i'm more worried about her since she had the biggest connection with her. The only wish i have for everyone is to tell those you care about how much you love them no matter what even if they are right next to you cause every second counts.

So it's been a while things are somewhat looking up in the world i have been coming up with new songs left and right now its actually putting the pieces together and creating solo's for the part and get my bass player to actually fix his parts. Also job wise i have a couple interview i filled out an application for gamer tester so i hope to get it i have to take a test and stuff so wish me luck on that. I also applied at a few grocery stores and what not and restaurants so we shall see how that goes.

So lets get to what is a roller coaster 1: well lets start with my best friend he has this new girl and i want him to be happy but let me get to how this girl is well she is a church girl which ok that is fine but he is defiantly not that kind of person he has done bad things and yes he needs a girl to calm him down but what she is doing is changing who he is by tell him how he should dress which is wear polo's and he doesn't wear that kind of stuff also what type of music he should listen to which he is a heavy metal, old school rock, and alternative person and she is making him listen to christian music, also the one things that bothers me is when he has a girl he is affectionate and likes to treat his lady well well she isn't like that and she keeps throwing in his face that he isn't a good boy basically he isn't a virgin but neither is she and apparently she is a born again but still don't throw it in his face and change who he is and lie to him about stupid things where i thought she was into god so she should be telling the truth so that is what has been bothering me idk what do you think i should do?

Then there is my grandma so she just got out of the hospital and it sucks cause now she gets to stay home and have a nurse take care of her till she passes and it sucks knowing that i have to watch her get weaker everyday till she passes i'm holding strong but it sucks i don't want her to be sick she is the only grandmother i have left and idk i just have a lot of emotion that i can't let out at this point but i just want her to be alright.


Anyways how is everyone else doing? What is new with everyone?