You know, I feel really crappy today .... which sucks because I woke up feeling really fuckin' good. But, once again, I've let me surroundings dictate my mood and it's allowed some pretty shitty people to ruin my damn day. First off, I'm sick of being made to feel like a shitty friend because I don't want to feed into the your endless cycle of stupid BULLSHIT. I have one "friend" who's husband is a total and complete douch bag. He's abusive, neglegent, unfaithful and on top of that, fuckin ugly. Not that being attractive excuses it but at least you'd understand why she stuck around .... but whatever, at the end of the day, he's a horrible person. She continues to accept, excuse, and push aside his fuck ups and stay with him ... fine, whatever .... be with who you want ... but shut the hell up about all the stuff he's doing. I ... Carmen Renee ... do not give a fuck. If you're not going to change your situation and resolve the problem, then stop complaining. A man can only disrespect you if you allow it so why the fuck do you keep whinning about it ? He fucks some 17yr old whore in your bed while you're down in the livingroom crying ((because he's tryin to get you to fuck some stranger...)) with your infant daughter in her room ....and you blame the girl....but stay with him... what kind of shit is that ? Like I said ... be with who you want but don't expect sympathy from me next time he fucks you over ... I don't rescue people who repeatedly fall back into the shit pit.

Then I have another who's husband sacraficed a beautiful, full paid, renovated, modern 3bd condo... all because they wouldn't let him install a satallite dish. Now she's stuck living in their own little crap-tastic place where he constantly belittles her and puts her down ...spends their money like it's water and basicly survives on a diet of XBox and Beer. Guess what she went and did ? Got knocked...

You know, I feel really crappy today .... which sucks because I woke up feeling really fuckin' good. But, once again, I've let me surroundings dictate my mood and it's allowed some pretty shitty people to ruin my damn day. First off, I'm sick of being made to feel like a shitty friend because I don't want to feed into the your endless cycle of stupid BULLSHIT. I have one "friend" who's husband is a total and complete douch bag. He's abusive, neglegent, unfaithful and on top of that, fuckin ugly. Not that being attractive excuses it but at least you'd understand why she stuck around .... but whatever, at the end of the day, he's a horrible person. She continues to accept, excuse, and push aside his fuck ups and stay with him ... fine, whatever .... be with who you want ... but shut the hell up about all the stuff he's doing. I ... Carmen Renee ... do not give a fuck. If you're not going to change your situation and resolve the problem, then stop complaining. A man can only disrespect you if you allow it so why the fuck do you keep whinning about it ? He fucks some 17yr old whore in your bed while you're down in the livingroom crying ((because he's tryin to get you to fuck some stranger...)) with your infant daughter in her room ....and you blame the girl....but stay with him... what kind of shit is that ? Like I said ... be with who you want but don't expect sympathy from me next time he fucks you over ... I don't rescue people who repeatedly fall back into the shit pit.

Then I have another who's husband sacraficed a beautiful, full paid, renovated, modern 3bd condo... all because they wouldn't let him install a satallite dish. Now she's stuck living in their own little crap-tastic place where he constantly belittles her and puts her down ...spends their money like it's water and basicly survives on a diet of XBox and Beer. Guess what she went and did ? Got knocked the fuck up. Seriously ? Again ?! Yea...again. Her excuse for not taking advantage of our free birth control methods ? Hormones make her fat. I hate to be the barer of bad news, but Taco Bell knocked that one out a LONG time ago. Whatever, now I'm stuck listening to how sick she is of being pregnant, how they can't afford another baby ((they can afford NFL ticket on TV though)), and how she doesn't even want the baby anymore. Well...boo fuckin' hooo for you. Whatever.

When I say all of this out loud, I get called a bad friend or a bad listener or a whatever.... but I don't think I am. I just think I'm logical in my thought process and don't buy into the habit of continuously running into the same brick wall over and over then complaining about my head hurts. I don't mind listening to my friends problems, I don't mind giving advice, I don't mind lending a shoulder to cry on....because God knows I need all of the above at some point or another ....but once you repeat the same cycle of actions 3-4-5-20 times...my patience is worn out and frankly, I would prefer to just not associate with you anymore. Call me classist, call me stuck up, call me a bitch ....call me whatever you want.... just make sure you call someone else when you say it.