age: 31 (Sep 02, 1981)
MEMBER SINCE: June 2004
occupation: Professional Chair Kicker
makes me sad: Thinking about my grandma
into: Loud music, fire, indie movies, LOTR, drinking and water
i lost my virginity: in the living room of my first girlfriends house
gets me hot: A short chick with piercings and an attitude
makes me happy: being in a mosh pit and hearing ringing in my ears
body mods: 5 pierces, 2 tattoos and lots of scars on my arms
crush: Agent M
sign: Virgo
To everyone,
It's been along time since I updated my journal and actually stayed an active member. First of all I have gotten a new job, got dumped by my girlfriend, almost got my Ex Fiance pregnant, fucked my car over TWICE, and managed to start talking to my mom again.
The positive side I am still alive and no cutting which I could not be happier about. Also, I realized how lucky I am to have friends and how I would be nowhere without them...I love those motherfuckers Dumbass & Cyanide . With all the bad things going on they both manage to keep my head afloat. For that I could never repay them. Guys if you read this I know I am a pain your ass but I don't think you would want me any other way. Even my "EX" I couldn't be alive without her even though she is the reason for most of pain.
The Negative side I don't have a running car cause I blew my trany and fucked my suspension. I am currently fighting with my ex fiance over a secret I have with my current ex girlfriend...its a long fucked up story. I am now addict to smoking which I never could admit to before I am putting that out there now. I also, need to get checked by the doctor cause I am having dreams that I may have cancer like my mom but mine mite be from smoking.
Anyway I leaving with a picture that always makes me laugh

Fucking Dumbass
It's been along time since I updated my journal and actually stayed an active member. First of all I have gotten a new job, got dumped by my girlfriend, almost got my Ex Fiance pregnant, fucked my car over TWICE, and managed to start talking to my mom again.
The positive side I am still alive and no cutting which I could not be happier about. Also, I realized how lucky I am to have friends and how I would be nowhere without them...I love those motherfuckers Dumbass & Cyanide . With all the bad things going on they both manage to keep my head afloat. For that I could never repay them. Guys if you read this I know I am a pain your ass but I don't think you would want me any other way. Even my "EX" I couldn't be alive without her even though she is the reason for most of pain.
The Negative side I don't have a running car cause I blew my trany and fucked my suspension. I am currently fighting with my ex fiance over a secret I have with my current ex girlfriend...its a long fucked up story. I am now addict to smoking which I never could admit to before I am putting that out there now. I also, need to get checked by the doctor cause I am having dreams that I may have cancer like my mom but mine mite be from smoking.
Anyway I leaving with a picture that always makes me laugh

Fucking Dumbass





























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