I love movies but i can never remeber the names of actors. I love music but i never remember who sings what. I love to paint and sculpt- I have kinda hit a wall though. I need a muse or at least something to make me feel strongly. I can't spell and i babal when i'm tierd or sad. I'm from a small town no one has heard of and i moved to an even smaller one on the other side of the country.. Life is soon to be interesting.
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OK so this is very possably my last post here...
an Update
Wedding in 11 days! i'm freaking the fuck out. I think everything is set but there is this little voice in the back of my head screaming at me. Its saying youre fooling yourself if you think your ready to fly down to vegas and get hitched your forgeting everything.
The new job SUCKS. The people are nice but they are idiots and thier organization sucks... I m also not alowed to use the word 'help'. Which i think is seriously fucked up. I cant ask if someone needs Help with something i have ask... can i point you in the right direction. COME ON NOW. Also thier organization consist of writeing what color box an item can be found in but 90% of the boxes are BROWN. three rooms of brown boxes. However on the plus side i can now rap a package in under 3minutes.
oh and our little secret. (seriously keep this one under your hats) I think i might be pregant. Its either i'm pregant or my body is revolting against this new schedulae i'm keeping. I'm thirsty all the time! and i have to pee all the time and weird smells are makeing my stomache churn. So this morning i'm in the shower and thinking of all i have to do and it hits me.. no reason at all but i'm very very sick. the question then hits me... is this morning sickness? I do have some experiance in this and so far all the signs are pointing to baby makes 3.
Any how i've kinda been tripping out all day wondering whats going on. I don't want to know untill after the wedding but working in a hallmark store surrounded by proud gradparents doesn't help the mind. I kinda hinted to E. and he's happy with whatever the outcome is.
Im kinda hopeing its just stress and new surounding throughing me off. I'm ready to be a mom but i realy realy wanted to be married first. I also wanted to be able to toast at my wedding (or get toasted rather last time this happend was on my 21st b day so ...) Any how...
an Update
Wedding in 11 days! i'm freaking the fuck out. I think everything is set but there is this little voice in the back of my head screaming at me. Its saying youre fooling yourself if you think your ready to fly down to vegas and get hitched your forgeting everything.
The new job SUCKS. The people are nice but they are idiots and thier organization sucks... I m also not alowed to use the word 'help'. Which i think is seriously fucked up. I cant ask if someone needs Help with something i have ask... can i point you in the right direction. COME ON NOW. Also thier organization consist of writeing what color box an item can be found in but 90% of the boxes are BROWN. three rooms of brown boxes. However on the plus side i can now rap a package in under 3minutes.
oh and our little secret. (seriously keep this one under your hats) I think i might be pregant. Its either i'm pregant or my body is revolting against this new schedulae i'm keeping. I'm thirsty all the time! and i have to pee all the time and weird smells are makeing my stomache churn. So this morning i'm in the shower and thinking of all i have to do and it hits me.. no reason at all but i'm very very sick. the question then hits me... is this morning sickness? I do have some experiance in this and so far all the signs are pointing to baby makes 3.
Any how i've kinda been tripping out all day wondering whats going on. I don't want to know untill after the wedding but working in a hallmark store surrounded by proud gradparents doesn't help the mind. I kinda hinted to E. and he's happy with whatever the outcome is.
Im kinda hopeing its just stress and new surounding throughing me off. I'm ready to be a mom but i realy realy wanted to be married first. I also wanted to be able to toast at my wedding (or get toasted rather last time this happend was on my 21st b day so ...) Any how...
11 days and a possible baby !!!!! **faints**
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