i'm just gonna write. (rubbish)
restless. my body wants to sleep but my mind wants to move. to move, to move, to move. nonstop. the world that i'm in right now, right here, right at this moment doesn't want to give me a moment to breathe. its good and bad but even bad in a good way. there's something about nothing that makes me think that anything can happen and if i'm not moving then i'm missing something....but its probably nothing.
a beat, a rhythm, a tempo. pace. slow to fast and fast to slow.
mind feels mushy. like i'm thinking at an accelerated level but there's so much info crammed into my brain these days that it feels like what mashed potatoes look like. and in an interesting metaphoric parallel - both are just as good.
write. paint. think. and give me time. time is not on my side but managing it is how it becomes my bitch. if i keep going at this speed, the past will never be of recent but of eons ago.
restless. my body wants to sleep but my mind wants to move. to move, to move, to move. nonstop. the world that i'm in right now, right here, right at this moment doesn't want to give me a moment to breathe. its good and bad but even bad in a good way. there's something about nothing that makes me think that anything can happen and if i'm not moving then i'm missing something....but its probably nothing.
a beat, a rhythm, a tempo. pace. slow to fast and fast to slow.
mind feels mushy. like i'm thinking at an accelerated level but there's so much info crammed into my brain these days that it feels like what mashed potatoes look like. and in an interesting metaphoric parallel - both are just as good.
write. paint. think. and give me time. time is not on my side but managing it is how it becomes my bitch. if i keep going at this speed, the past will never be of recent but of eons ago.
i'm a director in chicago.
its interesting to watch theater after you've been directing for awhile. in other words, when do you turn your analyzing function off when you'd like to enjoy a night of theatrical arts? maybe you don't. or maybe you do and completely free yourself in the darkness of that theater cause no one else knows you're a Director.
i'm transitioning into more film projects in chicago.
there's a huge difference. the camera is the eye. the end product is something on screen vs. a real, live breathing human in front of other humans. there are special effects from a post production vs. props/tech/lighting and costumes. its refined and edited together piece by piece vs. live action and the chance for failure in front of raw eyes. don't get me wrong though - film is amazing. its a gift of storytelling that can carry eyes thru various lands in instances. it conveys relating emotion by a frickin screen!
i'm always learning film and theater in chicago.
there's a plethora of institutions here in the midwest mecca. but is it right???
Check out our production company:
THE MENTAL NOTION SOCIETY PRODUCTIONS
Thanks!
its interesting to watch theater after you've been directing for awhile. in other words, when do you turn your analyzing function off when you'd like to enjoy a night of theatrical arts? maybe you don't. or maybe you do and completely free yourself in the darkness of that theater cause no one else knows you're a Director.
i'm transitioning into more film projects in chicago.
there's a huge difference. the camera is the eye. the end product is something on screen vs. a real, live breathing human in front of other humans. there are special effects from a post production vs. props/tech/lighting and costumes. its refined and edited together piece by piece vs. live action and the chance for failure in front of raw eyes. don't get me wrong though - film is amazing. its a gift of storytelling that can carry eyes thru various lands in instances. it conveys relating emotion by a frickin screen!
i'm always learning film and theater in chicago.
there's a plethora of institutions here in the midwest mecca. but is it right???
Check out our production company:
THE MENTAL NOTION SOCIETY PRODUCTIONS
Thanks!
