i actually had a good weekend. took off work sat. and sun. and went to see lucinda williams w/ my best friend, his sister, his girlfriend and her son. the show was tres fun and then we had an excellent meal that they'd all prepared. so nice to actually relax and enjoy myself. i'm not sure about something tho. i'm finding myself attracted to his sister. she's hilarious, as well as lots of other things. i know it would make their mother quite happy to see us together. but to me it just seems frought w/ land mines. plus how much of it is just me being tired of being alone?

okay, so i had the weirdest dream last night. i believe i was watching some sort of movie in which gary busey was this really sick bastard of a father. it was even more disturbing because i wasn't quite sure if it was just a movie or actually happening. anyway, his grown son who was sometimes hispanic was living with him. all gary did was sit around and spray natural gas on everything and everyone who came into his house. finally he decided to ignite all this natural gas. i just remember a lot of flames and in the end he's on this giant chair with two huge snakes on either side of him. the snakes could sort of stand up and kept trying to bite the son. also, the chair was on these giant crab legs and could walk around. i was never so glad to wake up in the morning.

first day of school is over. woohoo! not to sound mean, but it seems there's an unusually high number of obese people at my school. hmmmm . . .
this is my fourth college and you'd think i'd have a few basic things down like how to read a class schedule. but i decided to go to a class that i don't have til tomorrow. luckily no one else noticed this.

why am i up? i'll be working at least 12 hours tomorrow, probably more. and i'm tired as hell coz i've been working all day today. just got back from a bar where i ran into my best friend's mom. some blues band was playing and a bunch of over the hill bikers were there livin' it up. why is it that when i'm in the mood for good conversation, there's none to be found?

car's in the shop, i'm stranded in the house . . . guess i'll clean.

time for a little cleaning break. . . . seems i take a lot of those.
as for the car, the a/c never stops, even after the key is out and everything else is off. i've no idea when they'll have it fixed.
i want cheesecake now.

feeling kind of inadequate w/o a profile pic here. but i've no webcam or digital cam. i suppose i could scan something.
have to admit my mixed feelings about this. i'm simultaneously turned on by these girls, in admiration of their bravery, yet i feel a bit odd about it. i don't want to objectify another human but if i'm being honest w/ myself i do it everyday when i judge people by their dress and physical appearance. so what's the difference really? then again maybe that's some b/s rationalization for being a horny male or whatever.
enough of this, i gotta figure out what i'm makin' for dinner.