saffron

i'm headed to san francisco!!! nice break, but man...of course, there is always underlying issues and shitty situations that we're just putting on hold.

at least we're putting it on hold for Harbin Hot Springs and a visit to KiwiPrincess!

I'll get pics

Rest in Peace, sweet boy with the infectious laugh.
I remember that laugh
-sweet, innocent, but finally corrupted
You brought the joint to your lips, coughed
Smiled out of your blue eyes. blue, red.
Our first time.


"we'll lose it to each other"
but never did
Some strange connection, never amounted
What was that fondness?
God such great memories
That is, until you got popular...
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happpy new year!!!!!!!!

i'm gonna make just a small new post because that old one grates on my nerves.

i'm debating on being a "peepshow maid" at Bettina's peepshow that's coming to town. I have to submit a pic and bio and see if i get the most votes. not that there is much competition right now...

http://www.gogoamy.com/maidspartanburg.html

so what do you guys think?

I suppose I should replace that bitchy and spiteful post with a new one. (not that i'm not still bitchy and spiteful. but whatever.)

this year sure has been a wild rollercoaster. break ups, promotions, first garden, new place, new loves which ultimately disappear, solitude, and a decent bit of sleep. and just recently, another break up. (with said friend from previous post.) she's hurt...
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pretty much feel like ya can't trust anyone these days. not even your bff of 10 years, who ya feel like u'd take a bullet for. nope, she's just lurking in the shadows waiting to fuck you over. and then blame it on the alcohol, but continue to be a shady ass bitch even after the fact.


grrrr

I'm such a lucky gal!!!!!!!!!


I have a baby green pepper (or 3!) growing in my garden, and a lot of really healthy lookin' little bitty plants.

and I'm getting tattooed by the amazing ymonster at the Atlanta Tattoo Arts Festival. WOoot!!

A lot of you know my longtime pal, the gal with the personality...Munchkin. Four weeks ago Munchkin got some tasty leftover steak and let out of the house for a little nightly romp. She never returned.

I don't know if she ventured off to peacefully pass away, got picked up by a lonely grandmother, or simply just decided that the little purple house in Boiling...
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yeeaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i got my new IPOD! as a surprise this morning! with MY NAME, RN on the back!!! (not "my name", but my real name. duh. i am soooo happy!!!


and....i got a job! i applied for the ER more than a month and a half ago, and started to lose hope. so i interviewed at the hospital here in greenville and actually got the...
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