Urgh, it's fucking hot & sticky here and every time I try to do something or clean something for shoot at home tomorrow I feel like my head's going to explode. And it's putting me in a piss mood.

Shoot tomorrow for hairy pr0n guy. Tomorrow night will be a celebration of pubic grooming. Can't fucking wait! Trying to clean the house but vacuuming and cleaning a stuffy bathroom in this heat is a no-go.

Trying to pack for Prague on Wed but that's also a fail. How do you fit 20+ rubber duckies into a bag and still get your clothes and huge-feet-shoes in too? Hmmmm...

Quit my job. Don't have another yet. Oops. Couldn't take the abuse any longer, dumped on my own to do the work of 3 people last Monday and no one even told me my colleague'd left until I asked and was then told I was showing attitude by asking. And then bitched at in front of the whole office by my manager, who then said "think about it"...so I did...and within 16 hours my resignation letter was on her desk. Bitch. Hope she gets fucking fired. Dumb cunt.

Argh, in such a bad mood. And I shouldn't really be. Had a wonderful day out yesterday to the International Bird of Prey Centre (fell in love with a Burrowing Owl named Ruby). Not done much today, feel so lethargic and gross.

Never shooting in my own house again. Thought it'd be fucking simple but have decided I hate having my privacy invaded and having to clean up for some stranger. And badger T, who's already working 60 hour weeks, to clean up his side of the bedroom coz a guy's gonna come and taks pics of my hairy snatch. Poor bloke, he puts up with so much. T, that is, not hairy snatch man.

Looking forward to Prague but also wondering how I ever thought I wouldn't end up with panic attacks and antisocial tendancies when faced with 40-odd people in a relatively small space. My apologies in advance if people realise I'm a cunt and they hate me.

Urgh, it's fucking hot & sticky here and every time I try to do something or clean something for shoot at home tomorrow I feel like my head's going to explode. And it's putting me in a piss mood.

Shoot tomorrow for hairy pr0n guy. Tomorrow night will be a celebration of pubic grooming. Can't fucking wait! Trying to clean the house but vacuuming and cleaning a stuffy bathroom in this heat is a no-go.

Trying to pack for Prague on Wed but that's also a fail. How do you fit 20+ rubber duckies into a bag and still get your clothes and huge-feet-shoes in too? Hmmmm...

Quit my job. Don't have another yet. Oops. Couldn't take the abuse any longer, dumped on my own to do the work of 3 people last Monday and no one even told me my colleague'd left until I asked and was then told I was showing attitude by asking. And then bitched at in front of the whole office by my manager, who then said "think about it"...so I did...and within 16 hours my resignation letter was on her desk. Bitch. Hope she gets fucking fired. Dumb cunt.

Argh, in such a bad mood. And I shouldn't really be. Had a wonderful day out yesterday to the International Bird of Prey Centre (fell in love with a Burrowing Owl named Ruby). Not done much today, feel so lethargic and gross.

Never shooting in my own house again. Thought it'd be fucking simple but have decided I hate having my privacy invaded and having to clean up for some stranger. And badger T, who's already working 60 hour weeks, to clean up his side of the bedroom coz a guy's gonna come and taks pics of my hairy snatch. Poor bloke, he puts up with so much. T, that is, not hairy snatch man.

Looking forward to Prague but also wondering how I ever thought I wouldn't end up with panic attacks and antisocial tendancies when faced with 40-odd people in a relatively small space. My apologies in advance if people realise I'm a cunt and they hate me.