I have a hard time logging onto Suicidegirls.com... the whole "my boss looks up my history thing" kind of would make it akward haha. So its best to contact me through Facebook or myspace until I get internet next month haha. I've been really happy lately!! My apartments all put together, I've reconnected with people I haven't spoken to in years, Im not drinking much but still smoking more then Id like to. My boyfriend and I sleep in seperate beds, so I have enough space. My job isn't too stable right now so that's kind of stressful. Id like a change of pace, I miss having energy after work. Oh and my car died Sunday on i5 coming into Seattle so now Im car hunting as well. I would like to do a car set before I get rid of it, I hate that piece of shit so bad haha. I need to meet more Seattle photographers too. Id like to start doing more sets, I just love the person that usually does mine because he makes me feel so comfortable! But he lives farrrr away :/ And Id like more girlfriends. There are soooo many girlie things I want to do and I have no one to do it with! Oh yeah I got a kitty for Christmas. (This is such a random post hahaha)

Anyways... If you know a good photographer in the area let me know
My new room

Since August

1. I blew off a beautiful apartment in Belltown to move home and help out the fam since my mom got the notice she was deploying to Iraq and with my dad working in Hawaii/Germany, my seester needed watched.
2. This was the duty my grandma was supposed to take care of and agreed to... until she went to Jamaica for 5 days and came back engaged to a 40 year old marajuana farmer from Jamaica. They are now happily married two months later, because he thinks my 56 yr old grandma is 43 (Since she lied on their marriage certificate) and just recently discovered they are both broke. Sadly, I think they both married for Money and they have no idea what country to live in or who is going to pay for it. The wedding invitation said "No gifts please, send cash or check." PRICELESS.
3. Relocated to Puyallup (The city of emptiness and fast food chains.)
4. Parents tell me they are getting a divorce.
5. In and out of the Dr. for a month getting cameras shoved down my throat to find out nothing is wrong with me. Being a hypochondriac I sincerely thought I was dying for a month because of unexplained intestinal bleeding, and didn't drink for a WHOLE month. Relieved that it was nothing. I only wish I could use anesthesia more often, AMAZING.
6. Autistic brother attempts to build a bomb and called the threat in, which gets him kicked out of his assisted living home and arrested by the Bonney Lake Police/ Bomb squad. (Cant say I blamed him for wanting a normal life, at least he was creative)
7. Due to this recent turn in events, they told my mom she does not have to deploy.. Which frees me of my duties.
8. Decided to move back to Seattle and got my beautiful apartment back.

I move downtown in two weeks to belltown i've been a hermit for months.
i was able to catch up on some new paintings, but ive missed having something to do.
i need new tattoo ideas.

Good morningggggggg

Whats new and exciting??
Im dealing with a copyright crisis, thanks to my friend Sara that pointed it out. Melissa Pack, a high school graduate from Cali, was brilliant enough to steal photos of all of my paintings and post them in an online gallery claiming they were all original pictures from her. She also had a collection of other stolen artwork that were all completely different styles. And the smart girl that she is, applied at Seattle art schools with my paintings. After confronting her, she flipped it around and said I was a jealous bitch who actually stole all of her originals. Now I am on mission California bound so hopefully she will be dropped from whatever art school was stupid enough to accept her and she will be left with her job at California Pizza. Other then that.... We got an apartment in Belltown and Im not sure if we actually want to live here after all haha. Id like to go back to school... and Id be stuck there for a year. I've heard Art Institute Isn't that great and I would never go back to IADT. BAHH I dont know what to do. I've been obsessing over Metric lately. Thats about it! I need to do another shoot soon :/

Mannnn I have not been on here in so long. Its only so easy to sneak on to SG at work without my boss figuring my secret identity out haha. Unfortunately my momma found out about SG that was an interesting conversation. I come from a very crazy Christian family, so they freaked out. But she felt so guilty she paid my shit mobile 92 grand prix off since she figured I was probably prostituting myself in Renton. Renton is getting more ghetto every day. Someone walked into my apartment while I was taking a bubble bath but didnt steal anything. We have graffiti all over the inside hallways. Someone keeps pooping in the hallway, and puking rivers on the 1st floor. It takes a few days for someone to clean it. We cant order pizza anyways except pizza time because of so many pizza guy stabbings. The apartments are rape central next door. and a few weeks ago some crazy woman robbed the bank down the street with a fucking hand grenade. I lmoved to Compton on accident!! In June Im out of my lease thank God. Ohhh whats new. Im 21 now thank you all for the birthday messages. I bought my first 5th, grape burnetts vodka for $10.00 hahah. Yet I feel like Im having a midlife crisis because for 20 years I've been anticipating the day when I could go to bars instead of house parties just to find out I dont have much fun at bars, unless its a gay bar of course. Im living in Renton with my hairdresser roomie Renato and my old arch enemy that I've reconciled with. Mommas getting deployed to Iraq in October So she's freaking out about our education and offering to pay for me to go to FIDM in Califonia. This may be a good move because finding Seattle photographers for SG is SOOOO HARD. Since anytime I post a myspace bulletin asking for help from photographers I get abou 50 old men with digital cameras that are suddenly proffesional photographers. Not trying to wind up dead on the news! Sooo cali may be a nice alternative. And I've never left Washington except for a few trips to Oregon so I could definitely stand to travel. Ummm my next goal in life is to meet Robert PAttinson. I feel 13 ever since I watched Twilight and it makes me feel like a creep. So. If you could all write Oprah requesting some kind of a meeting with this man I would greatly appreciate it! Anyways Im going to make more of an effort to be on SG, at work... since were too poor to afford internet at the house.

People love assumptions.
I do not hae a fake septum piercing lol. If i have enough guts to get a chest piece and a sidepiece why would i puss out with a piercing? Lol. I lost my horse shoes, and had nothing but the hoop to keep the hole opened and i happen to like hoops on people like Audrey Kitching and i realize it wasnt the best look for me. Lesson learned. I dont have a "bull festish" to clear up all the messages i got lol. But regardless lesson learned im sticking with the horse shoe piercing.

Updates updates. Everyone in this state hates me right now, i did a horrible thing to a wonderful person... and thankfully we're still dating. Im going to Cancun in February, im pretty excited about that. We got evicted because my landlady is a psycho bitch and thought i was trying to turn my apartment into a crack house.... so I moved from West Seattle to the ghettos of Renton where the only people who are nice to me is the creepy Indian man that swore by Ala he was going to have someone shoot my boyfriend in the mouth. And there is a tranny named Lisa that doesnt look convincing but always hits on me in front of Brendon. She's nice though. I bought a car from my aunt that barely runs, because people on the buses around here are really really unfriendly. Thats that. Also, im super stoked about my set going live Thanks for all the nice comments i got, and thanks for everyone who sent me hate mail about my bull ring.

My friend sean moved to Pittsburg. It hasnt been the same since he left.

Ps. Do i really look like Mariah Carey?? Ive been getting that a lot lately... lol

Why the staff should accept my set. lol.
Well. i paid $50.00 for a greyhound ticket to Portland, as this was my first greyhound experience it was also my last. The station smelt like bum piss. Then after getting on, the heaters brok half way to portland so it delayed the trip for over an hour. My shoots typically take 3 hours, because Isaac pays attention to details and makes AMAZING sets. Anyways. I only had about 5 hours available because i HAD to be at work Sunday morning. So i had to rearrange to get a early bus for the next morning. Luckily they didnt charge me for it. So i asked if they had a 5:00 am available and they said yes and printed my ticket. I spent the night with my best friend Tiffani. My phone died by end of the shoot, as well as my mp3 player. So we got greek food and watched a bum dance by himself right outside of the restaraunt. Amazing. Then we went home, went to bed... and then i woke up at 4. She lived in the ghetto china town/ crackhead part of portland and i had to walk through the city in my stilletos with my Betsey Johnson bag at 4 am and it was like afucking ghost town. I got lost and frantically ran around portland in tears frustrated that i had no phone to call anyone for directions. I found the greyhound station, but alas they were closed. So... i realized they booked a 5 PM trip and i would have been late for work. Bullshit! On my way back to Tiffani's i got chased by a black guy hiding behind a garbage can and i fucked up my shoes and knee from when my ankle buckled from running in my ex room mates stripper shoes. I finally rounded the corner where her apartment was, and two guys were outside. Total bros who kept inviting themselves in, or trying to. Her apartment was security locked, but luckily another random black guy let me in. I was still catching my breath... so i didnt thank him since i was still shaken up about creepy black garbage man. So he starts cussing me out because aparently im an ungreatful bitch? So i went upstairs, crawled up to tiffs bed and snuggled up. I didnt make it into work because the bus was delayed again because they overbooked the bus. I got stuck next to a little old lady who kept whining about the hicks in front of us. Aka. truck driver and lady with a mullet and no teeth who kept hitting on the truck driver and talking about how happy she was that her teeth rotted out of her head. We took a break in Chehalis and the bus driver cornered me by the bathroom and started going on about how beautiful i am while half rubbing my back. His wife was still on the bus. I got to seattle, jumped on a bus and walked into work 5 minutes after my shift was over. Luckily my manager likes me, so i still have a job. But yes. This was two months ago... We just got evicted and i have no idea where ill be sleeping in two weeks. I would love to get paid hahah.
How is everyone?

so i just got my new tattoo!! it hurt so bad. 4 and a half hours my boyfriend waited watching british movies in the lobby. haha. i uploaded some pictures, tell me what you think!!

Im moving to Portland!!! Random as hell. Ill start at The art institute of portland eventually...
this is exciting.
and i get my tattoo the 15th!!
im so stoked.
ill post pictures when its done =]