zoomusikgrl

whew! ok i needed a few hours to sit down and get some computer shit done. still not finished, but i thought i'd take a bloggy break.

so...what has zoo been up to these past few weeks? well, i feel like it's silly of me to get into that, as damn near all of you are on my facebook. sad how facebook is slowly rendering sg irrelevant.

spent memorial day weekend in virginia. it was excellent. i never noticed the WWII memorial before, it's really quite beautiful and peaceful. it was interesting being in the nations capital during a national holiday. the place was swarming with veterans and bikers and biker veterans. nothing says america like a fat, bearded old guy in a too tight tshirt with a leather vest on a motorcycle. apparently.

anyway. i've been sick on and off for two months. uti, cold, strep, walking pneumonia, in that order. all of which lead to antibiotics. which leads to uh, other more disgusting troubles down below. it's been a bit of a war zone, my body these days. but i've been going out a lot less and cut way back on the drinking and been sleeping quite a bit, so i should catch up soon enough.

work is damn slow. i'm getting laid off very soon. it's temporary, and i qualify for unemployment. still kinda intimidating, as i don't have two nickles to rub together, but whatevs. i'll make it work. i got shit to do anyway.

my storage unit is done for. my apartment and all of my possessions are completely sorted through and organized. i feel completely put together right now. like seriously- i've got all my shit together! how often can one say that?! now maybe i can focus on my car a little bit. it needs a bunch of work that i can't afford, but i can at least clean the shit out of it, check the tires, empty the trunk, get the oil changed, etc.

speaking of money, i am seriously considering donating my eggs. i know, that's so gross and weird. but i've been thinking about it. that's a lot of money for not a lot of work. i am starting to assume that i will never have kids anyway, so might as well infiltrate the gene pool that way.

i have now been single for over three months. it feels pretty good. i like being emotionally unfettered. i've been having some bizarre adventures here and there though. it's been fun but it all feels kinda weird. i don't like playing this game. i don't like keeping mum about certain things in order to keep from jinxing them, or to avoid trampling on someone's feelings. plus i realized recently how badly i've been burned, and that i am actually really scared of getting super close to anybody right now. but it's cool. maybe there is something awesome on the horizon. talk to me in a month. until then, i've got *really* amazing friends.

september i get my chestpiece started! i'm super stoked! it's been fun going from the chick with a tattoo to becoming more of a tattooed lady. i never thought i'd want to be one of those types, but the older i get, and the more work i have done, the more it seems like a good idea. though i am still adhering to my rule of not tattooing anything that stretches significantly, lol.

anyway, blah blah blah. it's saturday night and i'm home sober. what happened to me? i think i like it.
ta ta!