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Ahhhh so much going on in my mind right now. A train of thought speeding faster than anything than motley crue had in coursing through their vines, gagger lines and all.

Last update was sometime towards the beginning of the summer months. Feels a lot longer when I think about it. It mainly consisted of hours and hours of physical therapy. Sleeping on a regular...
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Four months and some odd days later.

I have returned to a site that I once could not get enough of. Now, I peruse the pages and photo sets like a stranger in a strangeland. I have no idea who any of the suicidegirls are nowadays. I miss the old days the "all or nothing" days.

The film rolls that I mentioned in the last...
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druggist:
Thank you, it's nice to have a hand reach out for support. Life just sucks sometimes and I wish I knew whether me beginning to accept where I am right now is settling or learning how to be happy
rexx:
it's all happening smile people seem to be doing the sober thing a lot. my roommates have each done it for a month, one by one. i don't drink very often anymore but i do enjoy my tasty brown waters and will not deny myself such when i do want it. but my i'm glad i don't drink like i used to. i'm so glad you continued being my friend after our first hang out where i was a total sloshy mess. i don't know what i would do if you hadn't. your blog was great. i don't know what youre talking about. its epic in its own right. smile i hope to see you next weekend. we are long overdue. i miss you. i miss your couch. i miss the white rose. the end.
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Back and fully rested from a long weekend of drinking, graphing of photos, charred mammal flesh, laughs and general good vibes.

It might take some time to develop these rolls as I just can't trust any place with them. There's a classic film shop in elizabeth that I'll check out. I've missed shooting on film and partial big ups to rexx...
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rexx:
damn i want a five guys burger!!!! or a white rose burger. any burger thats got STRENGFF!

thank you for that nice comment smile

did you ever get those rolls?

see you soon.
beer. whiskey. swine flesh. shits. giggles.
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Sitting here at the foot of a MaC AWESOWe computer. In Florida for the foreseeable future. Seriously thinking of moving down here, Missing the philly tattoo convention but or a good reason. Best friend getting married and in the wedding party.

Regardless, I am a stranger in a a strangeland. Getting used to Florida and their shitty left turns sucks old man's balls. I...
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Experienced an earthquake earlier this week and now sitting around waiting for Hurricane Irene to show how much of a bitch she can be. Honestly, I'm excited. Ever since I was a kid, I've been in love and fascinated with the sheer force and intensity nature can be. I've almost been struck by lightning on three difference occasions, gotten in some scary...
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Fuck I wish someone was awake right now!!!

The rest of my fourth was fine. Movie night with the patron saint.

"Hanna" was one of the movies we checked out. Very well made movie. Teenage chick kicking ass while chemical brothers supply the score. Not to mention Cate Blanchett as the villain. Definitely worth a watch if possible.

It's going to be a scorcher...
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2009-Fourth of July spent in Philly with the lovely Rexx and others.
2010-Helping my friend move the last of his belongings out of his roach infested apartment in Newark.
Followed by drinking and shooting a .38 special off under the cover of fireworks and loud music.

2011...completely uneventful to this point. People have plans already. I don't know what I'd like to...
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March 30th was the last time I updated. Are you kidding me. I could have sworn I posted at least two entries. I do blog and write in miscellaneous places its simply an error of the mind.

Don't even know where to begin since I last left off. Been getting out more and attempting this socializing thing with surprising results. Have come back into...
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druggist:
you have got to tell me how this socializing thing goes because i think i forgot how to over the past 4 years. frown
a lot of my friends have moved away as well, makes it worse. guess maybe its time to move as well, eh? smile
druggist:
reminds me of that movie "Yes Man" smile I always wondered what would happen if I just said yes to everything
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Sometimes they come back to haunt you...really is like a scar that you run your finger over every now and then.

2011..right? that's the year? My sense of time and memory seem to be degrading as the days pass. It's been a handful so far. Didn't see it starting out this way but I'm happy about that.

Time time...
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rexx:
"calm as a hindu cow".

nice biggrin
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I am trying to quell the rage flowing through me at the moment because mozilla just deleted my entire entry that I have been typing for the past 2.5 hours.

Wrote such a thorough and heartfelt review of Rock the bells and the state of life as it is right now. And it's all FUCKING GONE MAN FUCKIN SHIT COCKSUCKING MOTHERFUCKER.!!!

GODFUCKINGDMANIT SHIT...
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Best part of roadtrippin to Mexico was the timing. Everything here at home was at an all time shit storm level and the weather was shitty enough. Alabama was the first state it felt really great in. All sunshine and no clouds. Sun felt just right. Long straightaways and endless plains. All I need (and had) was my hoodie. Pillow, blanket and jacket.

Coming out...
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rexx:
your photography oozes awesome stevezilla.

mexico. love
rexx:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA good vibrations. totally stealing my roommates computer. dont' know why i never did this before...
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1,115.5 miles in three days and sleep still eludes me.

Hell City was a good time. After the journey to get there, the ride in
was fuckin epic. Brooding storm, lightning bolts and ac/dc. Nuff said.
It was a crazy time to say the least.

I'll write more about it later. American psycho awaits me.
rexx:
smile