zombette

i really appreciate my friends. and i honestly like them. i can remember a time not that long ago when i hung out with people that i didnt really like. but i thought they were my friends. and i had no idea what a real friendship was.
ive been reading this book that tracey lent me last night. its very informative. allow me to share bits with you.
its titled 'Sextrology The Astrology of Sex and the Sexes' by starsky + cox.
some of the things i am reading about capricorn women (i focused on that section of the book first, since i am a capricorn) are pretty startlingly spot-on.
"Capricorn woman is a class act. The most self-composed, least showy lady of the zodiac, she is an understatedly elegant character, largely unimpressed by 'externals' such as fame, high finances, or family pedigree. Self-respect is of prime importance - largely unswayed by others' opinions of her, she focuses on cultivating a quality of life distinguished by moral courage and a quest for spiritual knowledge. On this score, reputation is paramount to her, determined as she is to be valued as a person of substance. Life, the way she sees it, is a long, hard road that requires pacing and careful negotiation. no frivolous risk-taker, Capricorn lives in infamy for being purposeful, even premeditated.... Cap believes that nothing worth achieving comes easily; that is, not without the other shoe eventually dropping. She takes a similar attitude toward love and sex, rarely if ever rushing into relationships, but rather letting bonds blossom over time. She is drawn to a man with creative intelligence and a strong inner life, appealing to a guys need for a meaningful long-haul relationship. Cap is the consummate significant other - one look in her eyes and its clear she won't be trifled with. Her same-sex relationships tend to be less loaded: Notoriously attracted to younger women, she easily maintains a casual but erotically charged bond.
... Cap woman is something of a throwback from the past; old-fashioned in her values, hobbies, and interests. A self-styled loner, even when in a relationship, she carves out a solitary lifestyle, sequestering herself from her mate for most of any given day.
Death, too, could easily become Capricorn female's constant preoccupation, but being acutely aware of her mortality is what helps her to appreciate being alive.
...
sign number: 10
The number of eternity. Ten is the apex of all that comes before it and is the start of a new set of order, reducing to one. Most ancient number schemes were built on systems of tens, hundreds, thousands, etc. It portrays man's relationship to natural perfection as humans have ten fingers for counting. There are ten commandments.
... Capricorn woman seems the most untouchable of any female in the zodiac. She cultivates a no-nonsense, sometimes severe and intimidating character that will keep feeble flirts and flatterers at bay. Indeed, Cap seems to have invented standoffishness - it is her default demeanor to keep people from ever getting too close, physically, emotionally, or otherwise. Capricorn woman is an exclusive league of her own, and she's typically not accepting any new applicants. Only the closest of family and friends, a teensy coterie of loved ones, ever experience her highly selective offerings of affection....
Typically tall and aristocratic looking, as upright in posture as she is in moral conviction, the Cap can't help but emit a haughty air. Holding her head high upon her long, slender neck... her exotic eyes are ever watchful and defensively darting... her perfectly bowed brows arched suspiciously...
Often her early partners, though notoriously few and far between, simply cannot live up to the hope she heaps upon them. Suffice to say, Cap is a solemn lady who looks at life and relationships as requiring hard work, that is if they are to be ultimately beneficial. Relatively speaking, she is considered something of a moral giant, and as such, most mere mortals feel lacking, even diminished, in her intimate association. Life for this Saturn-ruled creature is one long state of recovery, as she is typically plagued by compulsions, or addictions, for which she is forever atoning.... "
there is so much more...
Key Words:
endurance
capriciousness
eternity
posterity
restriction
reserve
patience
inflexibility
strength
aristocracy
elegance
haughtiness
mastery
success
faith
obstinacy
method
distinction
certitude
devotion
aspiration
melancholy
domination
reliance
care
discretion
encouragement
loyalty...
Straight Turn Ons
younger men
lanky physiques
androgynism
strangers, travelers
(passive) worship
masturbating during intercourse
stripping, teasing
exhibitionism
domination
(active) seduction
(passive) oral
tantrism
f-f-m threesomes
married men
seduction, playing ingenue
(active) nipple play
submission fantasies
struggle, play-fighting
rockers, painters
tattoos, piercings
veiny forearms
voyeurism
licking, nibbling, sucking
lite pain
erotica
captive/slave fantasies
delicate features
bone structure
alcohol, narcotics
Gay Turn Ons
younger women
tall, lean bodies
long, dark hair
extended foreplay
vanilla
femme on femme
(passive) oral
(passive) worship
multiple vaginal orgasms
(active) breast play
sensual massage
thongs, demi bras
boots, heels
mutual grooming
straight women
casual, no-strings sex
sober sex
afterplay, intimacy
erotica
deep kissing, body contact
(mutual) masturbation
spankings
feathers, ticklers
performing striptease
men on the side
intimacy, anonymity..."
THIS IS A REALLY INTERESTING READ.
later days, angels.