one of me and linsey... i hope i get to keep this girl for life. im shit at relationships and im shit at friendships both.
but i hope we can somehow manage to keep our friendship even though she just had the gall to graduate and LEAVE ME IN THAT DEN OF WOLVES IN SHEEPS CLOTHING.. and neither of us has a car.
ah well. we will find a way to hang out and stay cool. i just dont want to lose anymore people in my life that are close to my heart, you know? my one-time cure for that was, well; never let anyone in and keep a three foot thick titanium wall around you at all times; but some people just bust right through no matter how many defenses you can think up.
example two; tracey... shit, man, how come the coolest motherfuckers find their way past the chinks in my armor??? i KNOW they will go away someday. nothing lasts.
and sarah, of course. well, she counts as family now, so shes fuckin MINE FOREVER.
im such a pussy. i just have made 4 or 5 really great new friends at school and im scared to death of losing them. the most amazing people enter and exit your life so fast; so fast. and the most draining, soulsuckers are the ones that linger on. with pale blue eyes.
but i hope we can somehow manage to keep our friendship even though she just had the gall to graduate and LEAVE ME IN THAT DEN OF WOLVES IN SHEEPS CLOTHING.. and neither of us has a car.
ah well. we will find a way to hang out and stay cool. i just dont want to lose anymore people in my life that are close to my heart, you know? my one-time cure for that was, well; never let anyone in and keep a three foot thick titanium wall around you at all times; but some people just bust right through no matter how many defenses you can think up.
example two; tracey... shit, man, how come the coolest motherfuckers find their way past the chinks in my armor??? i KNOW they will go away someday. nothing lasts.
and sarah, of course. well, she counts as family now, so shes fuckin MINE FOREVER.
im such a pussy. i just have made 4 or 5 really great new friends at school and im scared to death of losing them. the most amazing people enter and exit your life so fast; so fast. and the most draining, soulsuckers are the ones that linger on. with pale blue eyes.
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devilsreject:
Your right about the good people that you want to stay in your life leaving fast. It does suck. Don't be nervous at Havana. You will have good times. Meow will keep you entertained, Bully, Sunshine and Copper are really cool, and there are a lot of cool members going. I usually have a good time and i am the same way, standing in the corner just watching.
mayarix:
you guys look so cute together... 
you're not the only one who sucks at relationships. i just have a really bad habit of picking guys that are just not for me.
you're not the only one who sucks at relationships. i just have a really bad habit of picking guys that are just not for me.