zombette

so i did a photoshoot today! tracey was my stylist and went with me to the scarab club to meet with george booth; we shot an hour set and i think im going to be very pleased with the results. he was extremely professional and i hope to work with him in the future. i cant wait to see these photographs!! i got the $100 i require per hour for nudes, plus TFCD (time for CD) which means i get a cd of the images!! it was really exciting; and im proud of myself for having the professionalism and the courage to go through with it... i wouldnt have done it without tracey. that girl made my day today. when we got to her house to finish up the touches on my hair and makeup, she started pulling these GORGEOUS clothes out of her closet like mad and insisting that she didnt like them anymore or that they would look better on me and she made me take them!! these are BEAUTIFUL things!!
speaking of beautiful things, i actually got a present from my amazon wishlist today!! i didnt know what the hell it was; i saw a white package on my bed when i got home from the shoot that was labeled OPEN IMMEDIATELY and of course i opened it... it was the cache top i wanted. it fits me so perfectly its like its tailored for me.... i cant believe this. ALSO, the ballgown i ordered from theda on MM came today in a huge box and it fits me PERFECTLY. its jessica mcclintock and im thinking it will be ideal for a photoshoot i have in mind. AND yesterday my comp cards finally FINALLY arrived from OMP (one model place) and i thought that they had scammed me all this time.
its been a pretty damn good day!!
then i called my lawyer.
heres the bad news.
she said she spoke to nick on the 16th and that he agreed to sign the papers and mail them back and just be done with the whole thing, apparently. all well and good, right?
wrong.
the lawyer said the papers were returned, unsigned, and there was a message on the envelope consisting of 'This person no longer resides at this address and has left no forwarding address'.
that really fucking pissed me off. my guess is that.. hell, i dont know what the fuck my guess is. but its just another mindfuck. you never stop, do you? you want to keep me tied to you so you can keep fucking with me and fucking with me. well, the days of wine and fuckery are over. they WILL find you, they WILL serve you, and i WILL receive my divorce.
i cant imagine you still care to be married to me; considering you havent even contacted me in at least 6 months. susies heard from you. liz has heard from you.
but your wife hasnt heard a goddamn thing. so yeah, you pull off your disappearing act again. go ahead. but im not the one looking for you this time. this time its professionals. and god help you if you have any warrants out for your arrest.
you have no power over me.