tomorrow is my best friends baby shower. im so excited. i got her WAY too much stuff.
but it was all stuff from her registry, so its not like she wont be getting anything she doesnt want. i really cant wait to meet this baby. i hope the shower goes well. susie is friends with EVERYONE and some of her friends dont like me. maybe we can just sit at separate tables or something. i have to go wrap her gifts. there are about ten things to wrap and im hoping i have enough paper. and ribbon. and bows. jesus, its like christmas. i always liked wrapping presents, and not to sound arrogant, but im pretty damn good at it.
thank god i have the next two days off from school.
and on... thursday the 28th, i have that photoshoot. which im a bit nervous about, but thats ok. personally, i feel you dont perform your best unless you are a little bit nervous.
i have to buy a car. soon. what are my best options? a lot? i already tried buying one from a friend and that died on me after a month. i dont know about leasing. but i definitely need a car. this is just absurd. i cant go anywhere without an escort.
and im a person who relishes her freedom. especially after the time ive spent in psych wards and locked up in hospitals against my will and rehab.
freedom is something i will never take for granted again. you have no idea how quickly and easily your entire life can be snatched away from you and placed in the hands of strangers who really dont give a shit. i hope you never experience that. its a horrible feeling... knowing how fragile your freedom and your life really are.
and on that cheery note, im going to wrap some gifts.
ta ta.
but it was all stuff from her registry, so its not like she wont be getting anything she doesnt want. i really cant wait to meet this baby. i hope the shower goes well. susie is friends with EVERYONE and some of her friends dont like me. maybe we can just sit at separate tables or something. i have to go wrap her gifts. there are about ten things to wrap and im hoping i have enough paper. and ribbon. and bows. jesus, its like christmas. i always liked wrapping presents, and not to sound arrogant, but im pretty damn good at it.
thank god i have the next two days off from school.
and on... thursday the 28th, i have that photoshoot. which im a bit nervous about, but thats ok. personally, i feel you dont perform your best unless you are a little bit nervous.
i have to buy a car. soon. what are my best options? a lot? i already tried buying one from a friend and that died on me after a month. i dont know about leasing. but i definitely need a car. this is just absurd. i cant go anywhere without an escort.
and im a person who relishes her freedom. especially after the time ive spent in psych wards and locked up in hospitals against my will and rehab.
freedom is something i will never take for granted again. you have no idea how quickly and easily your entire life can be snatched away from you and placed in the hands of strangers who really dont give a shit. i hope you never experience that. its a horrible feeling... knowing how fragile your freedom and your life really are.
and on that cheery note, im going to wrap some gifts.
ta ta.
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2shadowland:
one car for you, very skinny one
sureality:
why you nervous about your photoshoot?