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Well, here I am again, it would seem. After years of being away, a mysterious admirer bought me a three month subscription. If you'd like to fess up, please feel free. If not, well, I guess I'll just never know, will I? As always, I can easily be found perusing the lovely ladies of this website.

Zenfinite
redfirefaery:
heh i had the same thing... i think they just missed us. lol
redfirefaery:
yeah, i've been doing pretty much exactly what you suggested there. the friend who told... i think now, after having it out with her, didn't realize the drastic reaction the other friend would have. it's still BS that she thought it was OK to talk about in the first place. but oh well. i'm still me. i'm not changed any more than having a glass of wine every now and then would change me (which i do anyway). their loss.
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Rant time. Oh, yes, my newest update in a while, and it's gonna be me being angry. FUCK YOU FEDEX! It takes you a goddamn WEEK to get my laptop here? It's not coming from the moon!!! And fuck you for your online package tracking not having a sliver of data to give me since FRIDAY AT 6 AM! That's (quick math) 90 HOURS of...
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redfirefaery:
hey what you think of the new setup? i like the look... still figuring out the navigation.
redfirefaery:
hey... do you ever update? wink
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Well, my birthday is in an hour and a half. It's certainly been an eventful year. This time last year, I was devastated by the recent breakup of my 7+ year relationship with a girl I thought was going to be my wife. Top that off with me turning 30, and you've got the recipe for an attempted suicide brewing there, lol.

Obviously, I'm not...
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niobe:
Happy Birthday! smile
hrlyquinn:
Happy birthday! kiss

Here's to another great year! biggrin


[Edited on Apr 12, 2006 9:49PM]
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I apologize for the sporadic nature of my updates. I've just never been one to waste time on the mundane. Recent events have prompted this brief commentary on life.


I know this is going to sound cliche, but....


When you hear one door slam shut, in your sadness, make sure you don't miss the sound of another door opening.


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xtoongrlx:
Hello there, Mr. Zenfinite! Long time, no see! How are things?
xtoongrlx:
HAHA, pretty much doing the same exact things. Finally moved in to the new place, so that takes up a lot of my time. whatever
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No matter what you believe, whom you love, or what you cherish and respect, I wish you and your loved ones joy and laughter this holiday season.

Matthew


P.S. Except Chuck Norris, that bastard has everything already I think he should share!! Wait....is that a foot coming towards my urmphhhh...
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xtoongrlx:
dude...break your '10 people rule'. Seriously....how can you turn me away?
I have 3 words for you:
JOLLY
LETHAL
INJECTION
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hrlyquinn:
Let's see...we played Rummy, Egyption Rat Screw, and Bullshit (which really doesn't work with only 3 people but we tried). I think there are some other 3 person card games out there too. I can't think of them right now though.
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Holy crap is this funny.


30 Intersting Facts about Chuck Norris

Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.

Chuck Norris has three facial expressions, and one of them is "with beard."

Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother's womb. Shortly thereafter he grew a beard.

Chuck Norris sold...
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spott:
Hmm - I never realized there was someone else on this planet with so much in common with me. biggrin

And all I ever thought he was good for was a cameo on random movies where compitition happens.

DodgeBall : "Thank you Chuck Norris."
petiteparadox:
Happy Holidays! Stay toasty!



Did you send her a message?
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Happy Thanksgiving!!

I'm spending this one alone I think. It's high time I remember what it's like to have nothing, and build back up from there. Sometimes you need to tear everything down to the ground and rebuild a stronger you.

It's also the first holiday season I've had to spend without somebody special for a decade. I doubt I'd be good company.
I'll be...
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spott:
Turkey day's behind us now ...
You've a couple friends North of ya expecting your company soon.

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20 random facts about yours truly. Alrighty, let's see what I can come up with.


1) I own two baby red eared sliders (turtles). They cost me just over $200, and who the hell drops $200 on turtles anyway??

2) I have no irrational fears, no phobias, nothing. Hell I'm pretty much not afraid of anything.

3) I'm habitually late to work. Not by much,...
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vivid:
thank you! Ive been getting tons of good reviews for that city .. =) If I need anything I will ask!
abyssia:
kiss kiss kiss Happy Thanksgiving! kiss kiss kiss
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OK, OK. Attempt 2!!

So I went to visit RedFireFaery and Spott in Buffalo this past weekend. Here is my public report on the trip! Whoopie! smile

Friday-
So I start the trip reading online that the SG Burlesque show is gonna be in Buffalo that night!! I call Fae at work (lol) and she tells me she emailed me about it already. Bah. So the...
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redfirefaery:
you know you freaking suck, right? that whole "multiply it by ten" thing... yeah, that's about right wink
but you still suck tongue
spott:
What she said.

Hope next trip makes your top 10 also.
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Dammit I just typed up a super long explination of my awesome weekend and it didn't even save it! And now it's erased! BAH! I'll redo it later.

Zen
nightstar:
Damn!! I just hate it when that happens! mad
Know the feeling all too well. Thanks for the reply, yeah no sweat, I can relate, not adding people as friends unless you actually know them face to face, it's all good smile
Well, I sure would like to hear about your weekend, so I look forward to it when you feel like re-typing it. wink
You mentioned that the Scene here in Dallas isn't all that bad, now that I think more about it, you're right, I just need to "look closer" - 'American Beauty' haha smile Damn, too bad Apnea is no longer an active SG member. frown
Oh well, I'll find some friends, I'm really optimistic about the SGDFW group, I'm going to meet them for the first time at sillyokyo's Halloween costume party, that should be a great ice breaker and get to know ya event. smile I'll no doubt write a journal entry about that.
Yeah, I try to write whatever in Notepad, copy it then send it that way, if something on the website fucks up, no prob, just copy paste re-send until the damn thing works, ya know? Just a good habit, saves that kinda frustration. smile
Well, you take good care of yourself Zen smile
You online friend,
Roman - Nightstar
redfirefaery:
you know you suck, right? i eagerly await your public comments about your weekend here... biggrin
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You may, or may not, notice some changes to my top 5 favorite SGs. The reason is simple. I went to the SG Burlesque show on Sunday night, and, to put it bluntly, these ladies are amazing.

FUGGING AMAZING!!!!

The night starts with me and Sinistar waiting in line and me stopping, staring, and saying "Hey there goes Odette walking by!" And thus it began....
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nightstar:
Wow ZENFINITE! smile
This was truly a delightful read. I am intrigued at how several of us share these mutual feelings for these girls. It's strange yet understandable. That's phenomenal, I'm glad you had such a great time with the girls at that show, God, makes me wish I'd been there frown I think I've reached a conclusion: I'm moving somewhere where the scene is a lot better. Dallas, Texas just has little to nothing to offer in this area! At least compared to say, San Francisco, Philly and New York.
OH, BTW ZENFINITE, here is My Flickr set of pics I took at the Denton, TX show
Please feel free to leave comments if you have a Flickr account. smile

Anyhoo, you strike me as a genuinely caring, good-hearted friendly person, hope you don't mind my sending you an e-mail, I have some things I'd like to get your opinion on as far as Computer tech career goes. I would deeply appreciate that if you could.

There's nothing else on Earth like the one and only, Suicide Girls!! Gotta love that SG lovin'!!! biggrin

P.S.
That was SO kind of you to leave Reagan such kind a response to her deeply sad and depressing journal entry, I hope she contacts you, she could really use a listening ear and good advice, kind, sweet, gentle, loving, friendly words. She deserves nothing short of the absolute best! I wish I could be close to her so I could be there for her whenever she wanted, God knows people like you and I would never give her the runaround or cold shoulder treatment. Some friends they are huh? frown
Hope to talk to you soon! smile

message me whenever you want Yahoo! IM username: sirderomanus

Take care of yourself ZENFINITE smile
nightstar:
Aghh, I'll e-mail you later tomorrow I got home from work at 1:30AM and by now I'm nodding off at my computer, must sleep, write tomorrow...
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Oh I know. It's been SO LONG since I updated, I bet nobody even checks my blog anymore. Well, I'm about to rectify that situation. And, we're off!

First off, a great South Street story. Me and Sinistar are driving up to a stoplight, ready for Lorenzo's Pizza. We wait at this damn light for like 3 lights because some drunk ass bitches are dilly-dallying...
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sean_m:
just checkin' Squeaks page. caught ur comment.

Its fun to see cops hauling away idiots. as long as the idiot isn't me, of course!

I agree totally about ur comments concerning Squeak. She the most incredible woman I've known in many years. If I was as lucky as that guy, I wouldn't hesitate. I don't care whats going on in ur life, U do not pass over such beauty saying:"wait a year, maybe two, how 'bout three?" What the hell are U waiting for?!!!
comigeorge:
Why the hell wouldn't you marry that? Matt kn ows this, SHE WEARS A SHIRT THAT SAYS "I belong in the kitchen." HOW COULD YOU NOT MARRY HER?!?!?!