I'm sorry you're not happy. There's no way of escaping all pain and sorrow since we can never see the future or read people's minds, but we all get through these things somehow. Once you learn to remember that you can ultimately find a fix for whatever's wrong, it becomes easier to endure disappointments right from the start.
For what it's worth, I think you deserve a nicer Christmas present than whatever you're going through.
For what it's worth, I think you deserve a nicer Christmas present than whatever you're going through.