Saturday Nov 26, 2005

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hey hey hey
everythings going so good and yet so bad latly.
work is great making lots of money but my life
is going bad cause my ex keeps starting shit with
me like everyday its something new, calling me names
and threating to take our daughter from me. one
minute hes nice and the next hes mean and hatful.
im not sure what i can do. i've told him to grow up
and stop being so childish but he hasnt changed so
far. i fear its always gonna be like this and i have to
live the rest of my life dealing with him cause of our
daughter. i just want things to go the way i want and
thats just a little bit different then this.
right before my daughters birthday i went and got a new
tattoo. its of a pic she drew of herself that i fell in love
with when i saw it. she was sitting across from me when
i was getting it done, it was nice. hurt though! frown
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polarbear:
Well it's nice to see you're still around shorty!!
Sorry to hear about all the drama.I know so many people who have gone through the same shit that it ain't even funny. Hope it all gets better soon. BTW,which club do you work at? We'll make a road trip and come see ya.Just let me know what nights you work smile




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suzy_kabloozy:
Haven't talked to you in ages. My heart breaks to think of the fighting with the little one. I am going through that, too, but I wanted to tell you that you only have to deal with it one day at a time. When you think of "forever" it just seems too big. My ex used to stalk me, and while I wasn't scared, per se, he was a huge pain in the ass. Time has a way of fixing things, though. He has mellowed out as he has become more used to the idea that we are done for good. I dread the backlash when I file for divorce next month, but again, it will settle down after he deals with his own feelings about it. It is almost impossible to maintain that level of anger forever.

Best wishes for you and the little cutie! kiss

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