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Warning! Whining ahead!

I am havig a depressing weekend. I think I will choose to blame it on hormones or something.

I tried to make plans this weekend after friends in my class expressed interest in hanging out and doing something. Everyone but one person totally ditched out without even calling.

That and my little bro is in town and uninterested in doing anything I...
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alyssum:
frown Well, there'll definitely be lots of love when you get to Portland, hopefully it'll give you some joy to spare and share when you get back! Portland was feeling a little inhospitable too which was why I decided to get out of town. I think it's a celestial thing or something, people feeling a bit lonely and overwhelmed.
miyu:
*hugs*

I know EXACTLY how you feel! Go ahead and cry! Being the "new girl" in town sucks because no matter how long you're there, you're always the new girl. My solution is to find my own cool things to do and stick with them. It's hard sometimes but hang in there!
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Oh I,
I have survived.....

Wow. Finished my clinicals at 6am this morning. I have such neat an interesting patients. I got hugs. That means I did good right? THat they are alive to want to hug me. One was kind of demented and thought I was cleaning her apartment but she still liked me.

I feel both happy and sad. I won't miss the...
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wendy:
ah, whatever. spending your own money on clothes is fabulous. if you work for your money you deserve to buy what you love. i don't think anyone should be ashamed for having money. leave the salvation army clothes to the people who really can't afford nicer ones.
kengineer:
Finished clinicals. Go you!
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It's about 8am and I am going to have a 12 clinical tonight from 6pm to 6am. Bout 24 hours without sleep and I will be responsible for not killing people. Yay.

It's beautiful out today though. I am going to get a bunch of little shit done today and then go out and exercise. Hopefully that will tire me out so I can take...
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jodi_marie:
Thank you. I know that I will get over and through this, and I know that life changes, it just seems that almost the instant I am doing good, I crash again.

I agree, you think that your teens are hard, and they are, but then I find myself alone, without a network of friends, lost in school and just lost in life. I get my day to day done, but it all feels worthless.

thursday:
i LURVE 'battle royale'. 'suicide club' is even better if you haven't seen it.

i was also just given a copy of 'kamikaze girls'. no gore, but definitely great!

other than being sick things are... fair to middlin' i suppose. the relationship is going through an oddish time. work is sort of meh, but i've got my financial aid, taxes and at least two scholarship applications behind me!

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Hullo internet. I worked damn hard this week and it is almost done. I am going to work my ass of tomorrow and then party like a mutherfuckin rockstar or some shit.

Jon is having a beer appreciation event tomorrow night and decided to keep the guest list low to keep it focused and managable. Then he invites all his friends really quick so 99%...
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dr_ew:
Anytime you need some company of the Drew type, just let me know.

When ever you fell like visiting the "Rouge Valley" just let me know and I'll clean the guest bedroom.
thursday:

ACH!!! no purple nurple!! i take it back i SWEAR!!!


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Long time no update.
School has been so busy lately but in a good. way. I don't feel like it's kicking my ass now so much coaching me to push harder.

I can't believe how much I have learned in such a short amount of time.

I can't believe the kind of stuff that is involved in taking care of sick people. It's amazing to...
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johaanfaust:
I for one think you should kill people when your cat tells you to.
alyssum:
That's really awesome, a career that genuinely changes your perspective.
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I re-arranged my upstairs living room and am happy with how much more room I have. I love re-arranging everything once in a while. I found so much shit I haven't seen in months.

THings are good at home again. So much communication, laughter, sincerity and INTERACTION! If this is what happens when you almost break up, I think I need to pick fights more...
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dr_ew:
So you thinking of going to Eugene? I'm thinking of getting together a carpool. I'm also thinking of going to the KLCC Microbrew Festival on the same day. Are you and John both free?
dr_ew:
I just went through your photos I'm steeling the ones from the night of the yurt. I forgot you had a camera. Everyone look so cute that night. I think it was the booze.
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No break up for me. We were really close though. We'll see how things go...

So today is my birthday!!

I am 24 and qualify for financial aid for this next school year all on my own! Wow.

This won't be a long entry because I have to go look like a fairy princess now.

Thanks for all your guys support and advice. I will...
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kengineer:
Happy Birthday!

You know, I should have mentioned that once you decide to stick up for yourself and allow some conflict, all those "couples counselors" and relationship help books offer some excellent advice on how to address and resolve conflict effectively. That way you can save the name calling and hair pulling for those . . . tender moments.
thursday:
yumchen is a fairy princess!

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Ooh! I like the inbox feature. cool.

So....

I have decided that i have been taking my significant other into consideration WAAAAAaaayyy to much and that it has been making me feel like we are married or something without the benefit of mutual goals.

SO, I have decided to stand up for myself on the little and big things I find important boat be damned...
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thursday:
happy biddlesday. biggrin

hippomonki:
happy birthday doll!
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I had another lazy weekend. Jon and I had a major discussion about our relationship. We are both digesting that talk. It wil be interesting to see what happens.

I tried a dessert sunday night called banana split pie. The bottom layer looked like a custard but turned out to be pure butter whipped with powedered sugar. I couldn't finish my piece. It was too...
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sonofapunk:
Hehehe, awwww. Thank you!

You like the shit I have to say? That's so rad. Seeing as I have this condition, oh, what's it called... Oh yeah! "Not shutting the fuck up!"

Ooooh! Dessert experiementing eh? Exciting! I've tried some pretty horrid atrocities in my time...

Hahaha. I'm glad someone's listening. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside! Again, thank you!
snowballinhell:
Hi smile

I got your application letter today for the PenPal Group, and I've passed on my recommendation to the Group Leader for you!

You forgot to include your SG name in your note, but I somehow managed to find you via the Hookup Search facility biggrin

Hopefully you'll get the Welcome message very soon! And I'll be writing you back too kiss

Love and kisses
Michelle xx