Emotionally, it's been rocky. Happier than I've been in soooo very long...but then again, I can feel the surpressed pain hinting that it's ready to face it's host.
You know that feeling you get when you try to make an effort, and man did I swallow my pride and try, but then get metaphorically kicked in the face and knocked down without regret or sympathy? Yeah, that feeling..it has been a frequent visitor these days.
I'm usually one to let it linger until it gets the hint that I refuse to acknowledge it's presence. I don't feed my demons, usually...
I'm trying, you guys. I really am. It's just that sometimes you don't see the progress until the end and that's something I just can't seem to grasp.
xx Yugen
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alfiezhang0626:
what cant kill u makes u stronger ; I know its hard to prove urself or get acceptance, fuck them, if there is no way, bring a machete, walk out your own trail, and leave the trailer for their girls. Full support to you
craftimus_phx:
i know this through and through.. beijg a black man in our city is hard. but i keep going. i will find my place in Life and will find some sort of peace.