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Okay. I approve of you getting a girl. But what if you can't in time!? This part I don't approve of. Mostly the leaving the site at all part.

Though I love it, I understand about the beard, frankly. Give'er a trim, see what it looks like. You can always shave if it's not working trimmed up.

-magpieboy

Bummer Was so hoping you'd make it out here before Hathor left on the 26th (everyone is leaving on my birthday... so not cool). Maybe Sept 4th?

Yea strip clubs aren't really the "real world." They are odd, a mood mixture of hornyness, loneliness, and business is not a good combo. I think most of the time they are super depressing, don't worry, it's easier in the real world to convince a girl you're a great guy.

Clearly you want an emotional attachment, not just boobs. That doesn't make you an asshole, it makes you a decent guy. There aren't many of those around.

Go out and try the real world. Do it! Do it I say!

A boy very close to me taught me something very important. He said "never say never, because you don't know what's going to happen. " And at the time I told him he was an idiot. And quite a large number of months later, he turned out to be completely right.

We do have a few things in common.

And thanks for the well-wishes - that would be ideal.

And I hope this time off is good for you.

I'm sorry to see you go.

You're a good person, and you remind me a lot of myself at your age.

Thanks!

Are you really going?

A break is ok...I guess. Silly would not be as silly without you...that is a compliment!

Thank ye sir

Enjoy the break - sometimes the only way to get out of a rut is to crank the wheel hard left.

You know I struggle with my own difficulties, of course. But I said not too long ago in my journal that life isn't as hard as I make it. It's worth remembering sometimes.

It also helps to talk things out. I'm seeing a professional myself, and it's slow (damnably slow) progress, but I honestly think I'd be dead without it.

Again, good luck. You're a good man.

*hug*

Then you are a high-quality man. I send enormous hugs your way, bloody vagina talk or no.

Cheer up my friend. I will tell you the same thing one of my friends has been telling me. You have more friends than you realize, and they will be there for you when they are needed.

I understand what you are going through, for most of my life I have had the same feelings that you do. There are so many reasons why I am screwed up the way I am, and most of them have made it hard for me to trust people. Going through life and second guessing what people say to you, or theway they act about you is so very hard on your mental state. I wish I had some wonderful advice for you, but I have not figured it out myself.

And as for people here, bond with the people that mean the most to you. It might not always work out the way you want, but at least you stand a better chance of making and keeping the close friends that way. Thats is what I've done and for the most part it has worked very well.

Maybe they thought you weren't coming back and were tidying up their friends lists? I do that sometimes.

Also, you can do anything you like but I don't intend on getting fed up with you, so you're stuck with me I'm afraid

Why a bad idea?

Haha not even close yet. I'm super slow this time around. I like so it so far though, (like ch. 17) this trip home screwed my finishing-in-two-days routine lol.

I'm glad to see how you've been.

/beef stew?

ahhhh tis true! so very lovely then! haha

Just finished the book myself and liked the epilogue too.