Thursday Sep 09, 2010

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Well boy howdy... someone gave me a gift subscription, not sure who, but i'm not sure how much i'm gonna use it... it's been 2 years, and stuff... so yep.
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xxtmnt87xx:

hehe thanks... but it's only for three months.

cosmo:

Welcome back!

Tuesday Apr 29, 2008

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i came to a realization today. i've wondered a lot whether or not my depression was just a way i subconsciously tried to get attention, and it struck me... i've been like this since before i could get attention from it. i would cry alone in my bed at night at the fact that i had no real friends, and then eventually that...
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emotedcreations:

A lot of us feel this way, most of us don't have the gall to post it on the internet. I have to say I have an amount of respect for you that you can be so open. I come from a German family and tradition, we ridicule each other and swallow it, which mostly results in alcoholic bouts of inanity. ANYWAY, my only advice is to keep on keeping on, one day at a time, move, move, don't stop moving, it works, I promise. You're a good man, everything will work out in the end. Also, read The Unfettered Mind by Takuan Soho. It discusses way to keep the mind moving. It really helps when your mind dwells on negative things. He's a major contributor to Zen Buddhism and Japanese swordsmanship if that makes a difference.

chainlink:

update !

Tuesday Apr 01, 2008

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I'm coming back to the SG community, i'm happier than i've ever been, i'm in my first relationship and it's better than i could have ever hoped for, and i've made tons of new friends... April fools.
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rory_b_bellows:

you had me going for a second there.

cptpyjama:

That was the meanest April fool ever. I don't like you anymore.

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Kidding.

Was unfair though.

Tuesday Mar 04, 2008

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wooo. already a great start yet another birthday.
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hellocupcake:

happy belated birtday, sir

meatpieboy:

dude. Hi. I still think you're cool.

Saturday Dec 15, 2007

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redrobin13:

Happy New Year! Hope this year is better for you!

kyletastic:

Congrats on the virgin ink buddy! Looking good!
Glad you are starting 2008 in a positive way!!

Saturday Sep 29, 2007

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i'm leaving... seriously i just am sick of so much shit here. i get misunderstood with meaning of things all the god damn time and people get pissed off at me over it.

if i don't sensor myself, or make sure i say things perfectly amazing elequent i get people posting shit about how disgusted with some people they are. i just can...
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meatpieboy:

Hey xxmutantxx. Hope you're doing well.

chainlink:

hey turtle !

Funny, yeah me too, what Magpieboy said ^
hope you're doin good. I was just thinking of you.

Thursday Sep 27, 2007

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I'm gonna talk about a few things that have kinda had me a little happy lately.

so last friday my brother's wife gave birth to their new son. i didn't go to the hospital to see them at all, because i don't like hospitals a lot lately, and i didn't visit my other brother's wife when she gave birth...
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meatpieboy:

Hey. That's all decent stuff. That's good.

I just did a friends search... WTF, THERE ARE TWO OF THEM???? oooooooo!!!

kleio:

Aww, babies! I remember when my cousin was born - I loved thinking about getting to hang out with him when he got older, so that we could do cool stuff together. Now that he's eleven, I only wish he lived closer - for one thing, I'd never lack of someone to play Halo with.

Family is often good for making you feel good about stuff, aren't they?

Tuesday Sep 25, 2007

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i want to write a new blog but none of my blogs are ever new. i can't hold onto a happy thought for long enough for any of them to be new.

i want a real friend. i dunno. i know i have people who care about me on here, and all that, but i want someone completely different than i've ever had...
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dainty:

you better not push me away asshole, lOl.

tex13:

I know how you feel about the trusting thing, good luck getting it all sorted out. I've found that its too easy to push people away, I do it to often.