xxtmnt87xx

I try to be a good person but when all is said and done i'm not.

i'm not the person i wanted to grow up to be. when i say that i don't mean that i don't have the things i want. i mean when i was younger i saw who i wanted to be. i wanted to be a kind and caring person who could be a friend to all. and be someone that could be easily loved, and never angry. i wanted to be kind hearted to all and just as nice as i could be. i'm not that person. i'm far from it.

i don't know why i waste my time on here, very few people on here like me, even less care about what i post on the boards. i get insulted the few times i do post, and i really apparently can't take a joke.

i'm gonna go through my friends list soon again. and i'm gonna delete a lot of people A) because i asked for friendship of a lot of SG when i first got on here and i've never really heard from most of them, and B) there seem to be a lot of people on here that just add people to have them on their lists. in addition i realize that i never respond to people's blog's and i apologize for that, but yeah... i'm gonna keep the people i've talked to occasionally and get rid of the random adds cause yeah i'm not a good friend.

bah. the world hates me so why can't i hate it back.