Alright, so the certain girl and I actually did go out last night. And despite it all, damn it to hell, I had a good time. I hate admitting it, but I did--I had a very fucking good time. Damn it!
We went out for some sushi at a very nice japanese place and gorged ourselves on rolls while taking turns with sake "shots". The...
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We went out for some sushi at a very nice japanese place and gorged ourselves on rolls while taking turns with sake "shots". The...
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It's 7 a.m. and after fighting it all night I'm just gonna give up and say "Alright restlessness, I can't sleep. Uncle, you fucker, UNCLE!"
Dunno why exactly I'm so restless. I should probably use this early morning moment to get some readings and other unexciting things finished...hm...maybe over a nice cup of warm tea.
And, knowing my luck, I'll prolly just fall asleep after...
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Dunno why exactly I'm so restless. I should probably use this early morning moment to get some readings and other unexciting things finished...hm...maybe over a nice cup of warm tea.
And, knowing my luck, I'll prolly just fall asleep after...
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kozmikgirl:
I am very sensitive to meds. I got the 500mcg melatonine & it kicked my ass for almost 24 hours. So, now I cut them in 4ths with a pill cutter, which is just perfect for me... just thought I would warn you, you may want to start out with half or something if meds affect you strongly like they do me.
You do know that melatonin are an OTC med, right? Or, I guess it is really considered an "herb" or something. It is with the vitamins... Oh well enough of that...
You draw it & then I will paint it... deal?
[Edited on Feb 14, 2006 12:48AM]
You do know that melatonin are an OTC med, right? Or, I guess it is really considered an "herb" or something. It is with the vitamins... Oh well enough of that...
You draw it & then I will paint it... deal?
[Edited on Feb 14, 2006 12:48AM]
angiterror:
happy valentines day ♥
Now's the time for some real positive thinking!
Uh..
Hrm..
Well, I..
No..
Fuck, this is hard. Gimme some time.
-Ronin
Uh..
Hrm..
Well, I..
No..
Fuck, this is hard. Gimme some time.
-Ronin
nymphetamine:
you're cute. And thanks for the nice compliment on my journal
dumbunny:
Haha. LOVE the post. And yeh, Kentucky Gentleman certainly doesn't make n e 1 act like one. 
Wow, what the hell is wrong with me.
It's like life has me down on the ground by the throat and I'm getting too weak to fight back.
It's not like me to give up, but I just feel so tired anymore. I catch myself looking at all the things around me and all I can do is give a heavy sigh at what's there....
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It's like life has me down on the ground by the throat and I'm getting too weak to fight back.
It's not like me to give up, but I just feel so tired anymore. I catch myself looking at all the things around me and all I can do is give a heavy sigh at what's there....
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Not three months ago my entire entourage was single--including myself.
And now they're all involved--excluding myself.
It's all good except the fact it makes hanging out a lot more awkward...and a little political at times. Not too mention how uncomfortable it can be when you're the only one in the room who's not with somene else in the room--like you're not in the "club".
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And now they're all involved--excluding myself.
It's all good except the fact it makes hanging out a lot more awkward...and a little political at times. Not too mention how uncomfortable it can be when you're the only one in the room who's not with somene else in the room--like you're not in the "club".
It...
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anaxarete:
i cant relate.
i was born married.
at least thats how it seems sometimes.
my husband is anti-social so i'm often out solo. i love being the third wheel, especially around other couples. i love to watch other couples fight.
is that awful?
i was born married.
at least thats how it seems sometimes.
my husband is anti-social so i'm often out solo. i love being the third wheel, especially around other couples. i love to watch other couples fight.
is that awful?
Well, let's see.
I think Fate has it out for me. In the last week or so I've had a ridiculous number of people nearly slam into me on the road.
All have been women. All have mouthed in humorous ways while flayling their arms, "I AM /SO/ SORRY."
I'm not sure if theres some deeper significance here but if I don't update wihin the...
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I think Fate has it out for me. In the last week or so I've had a ridiculous number of people nearly slam into me on the road.
All have been women. All have mouthed in humorous ways while flayling their arms, "I AM /SO/ SORRY."
I'm not sure if theres some deeper significance here but if I don't update wihin the...
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khalista:
Thank you! 
I hope that when I go I have something more interesting to say than "crap" too.
I hope that when I go I have something more interesting to say than "crap" too.
brightredscream:
So you curl up into a spikey ball?
It's storytime. Everyone grab your blanky, have a cookie (two per person damn it) and gather round. Who likes Parables? Only two of you? Then to the rest of ya, the parable of reading this parable is "life's unfair". Ok, let's get started.
And if anyone has to use the restroom. Hold it.
Brilliance
The sun had just begun to sweep its familiar and timeless...
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And if anyone has to use the restroom. Hold it.
Brilliance
The sun had just begun to sweep its familiar and timeless...
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brightredscream:
I think you are right...
Ruts are kind of like tar pits in a strange way - they keep pulling you down until you can't breathe anymore.
Thanks for reading hon - it's appreeciated.
Oh - I read your long story btw....did you write that yourself?
Ruts are kind of like tar pits in a strange way - they keep pulling you down until you can't breathe anymore.
Thanks for reading hon - it's appreeciated.
Oh - I read your long story btw....did you write that yourself?
anaxarete:
wow, a downer of a story and i'm not sure i get the parable. i thought it was going one way (he was searching his whole life for something that wasnt really there) and it went another, unexpected totally depressing way
melancholy acceptance - not me
i usually do something self-destructive in a attempt to hurt the other person
i find this rarely works
melancholy acceptance - not me
i usually do something self-destructive in a attempt to hurt the other person
i find this rarely works
melancholy ( P ) Pronunciation Key (mln-kl)
n.
Sadness or depression of the spirits; gloom: There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass (Charles Kuralt).
Pensive reflection or contemplation.
Archaic.
Black bile.
An emotional state characterized by sullenness and outbreaks of violent anger, believed to arise from black bile.
Yep, that describes my attitude in a nutshell. All that black bile. Thank...
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n.
Sadness or depression of the spirits; gloom: There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass (Charles Kuralt).
Pensive reflection or contemplation.
Archaic.
Black bile.
An emotional state characterized by sullenness and outbreaks of violent anger, believed to arise from black bile.
Yep, that describes my attitude in a nutshell. All that black bile. Thank...
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anaxarete:
came across the 'she came back' entry last week. actually inspired me to write more because you're right - no ones gonna read it anyway.
sorry you're havin a rough time. human beings are awful resilient though, you will pull through
sorry you're havin a rough time. human beings are awful resilient though, you will pull through
brightredscream:
That's funny...I'm feeling the same way today.
And she came back.
A year after killing me shes comes back.
And do I play hard to get or stay critically minded with her after what we went through? Nope. Do I play any of the cards I could have played and daydreamed about playing in bitter moments? Nah. Like a fool I welcomed her back with only a twinge of reluctance.
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A year after killing me shes comes back.
And do I play hard to get or stay critically minded with her after what we went through? Nope. Do I play any of the cards I could have played and daydreamed about playing in bitter moments? Nah. Like a fool I welcomed her back with only a twinge of reluctance.
And I...
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sune:
ya it's a little bit optimistic! and I look the next incline!!!
Damn it, I wanna meet a ghost.
I don't even believe in ghosts but i wanna meet one. Just hang out, probably won't be able to talk but I dunno...play some charades, moan at each other. I don't know what ghosts do, this is part of my fascination.
I suppose the only way I'm ever gonna find one is if I start getting schizophrenic or...
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I don't even believe in ghosts but i wanna meet one. Just hang out, probably won't be able to talk but I dunno...play some charades, moan at each other. I don't know what ghosts do, this is part of my fascination.
I suppose the only way I'm ever gonna find one is if I start getting schizophrenic or...
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spread the word.
Im glad that your date went well.