xxanastasiaxx

leave here and come with me and die with me and everything with me. --humbert humbert -from Lolita

We could rob a bank, I'd let you drive the get away car, he smiles his lopsided little boy smile, he rotates his coffee cup between his palms, as if he is warming his hands. He's nervous.
He always fidgets when he's nervous.
He's asking me to run away.
and as I watch you from across the table
your eyes so bright, so blue, they sparkle like the resort
swimming pools I remember swimming in, in my youth.
but your eyes are so much deeper then any pool I have swam in
and I'm drowning
drowning
and i whisper,
Let's go..
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So I have dumped all my purses and I'm sitting here picking lint off of pills. Trying to group them by effect..sedatives, legal speed, birth control, plain ol'asprin, pain killers, motion sickness pills and water pills. There are a few I cannot identify..I asked "the boy " to take one and let me know how he felt..but he is not game..:
I pulled a hamstring yesterday and desperatly trying to find something a bit stronger then asprin to dull the pain..damn it HURTS!




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