Sunday Aug 17, 2003

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hi--i feel like a noodge, but i, too, will be stepping down from SG detail. i apologize. much going on, little time for SG fun. frown

um, let's see.

jianda.net is my domain. you can basically reach me there. i've got a comments box and such.

(waving)

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oninotaki:

bye bella, its been fun meeting and chatting with yasmile

fallen1carus:

kiss i'll miss ya sweetie.

Saturday Jul 26, 2003

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I'm okay, but I really shouldn't make promises/deadlines for myself/you that I can't keep! (sighing/laughing at self).

I missed you but I missed me most.
I'm a heart act to follow sometimes
smooth like butta on ya breakfast toast
Sometimes like a mother of the disappeared

I won't lie I fall in love to easily,
sometimes, I...
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punkinhead:

"sometimes like a mother of the disappeared" - you floor me everytime, Bella. Best of luck to you with everything.

ph

stuffed_primate:

Hola! tongue

From alisa

oh man...the way you flow with your words just drew me in and never let go. not that i was struggling to get away or anything biggrin i love her more than i can express and her few post are one the brightest rays of sunshine ever.

i can't wait to hear you
read your poetry in person
kiss

From fortun

...bella knows her own heart, and a whole lot about yours too...

...could you ask for much more?

Wednesday Jul 16, 2003

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SG Peeps:
I have been a very very bad girl but in none of the good ways. I've been a double plus extra bad penpal. Again, I apologize. I will (WILL) catch up with everyone this week.

Sorry. I love the feedback and sugah I get from everyone and I don't want it to stop. So I need to be bettah and come...
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jonnyjester:

we'll hold on for ya... but you should really check this out.

http://www.sinplex.com/box.html

it so sweet just touch a drip

muggan_music:

*pet pet*

My faveorite all time SG poet, Bella is thoughtful, cool, at ease and extremely deep. I want to read everything she ever wrote and devour the transcripts of her every conversation.

Sigh. Bella Bella, bella Bella. You just dont KNOW.

This is a secret. Please tell no one.

(edited due to my inability to finish a thought about her)

Monday Jul 07, 2003

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winged migration

my words cannot do it justice but i highly recommend this movie - - winged migration.

http://www.sonyclassics.com/wingedmigration


sheer wonder and marvel at the glory of life. grace, beauty, awe, inspiration from life, and that's just the first minute or two. again, my words can't do it justice, but birds are dancers. smile

just realized, that since i've seen that...
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slebnak:

my wife told me about this movie...will have to see it...the trailer looks amazing

glorybox111:

You should read Johnathan livingston seagull by richard bach. Or Kara the lonely Falcon by Joseph F. Girzone.

From ebin

Bella has been a great, trusted friend who oozes of love!

When I was going through some heavy shit, she helped make things right and listened to my problems, never turning away. A strong woman with an endless amount of creativity and beauty. If you don't know Bella, take the time to do so. A "bella" in every sense of the word.

Thank you for all your help! I will never forget you my friend!!
smile

Tuesday Jul 01, 2003

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THE PLACE IN THE WAYS

Having come to this place
I set out once again
on the dark and marvelous way
from where I began:
belief in the love of the world,
woman, spirit, and man.

Having failed in all things
I enter a new age
seeing the old ways as toys,
the houses of a stage
painted and long forgot;
and I find love...
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sakita:

hey gorgeous!
love the poem, love the pic
thanks for all the words of happiness!
love

leiru13:

I am wondering as I read if things ae going better for you than they were last week. I was going to write something about being happy, but I realize that happiness isn't what most of us accomplish anyway. I'm just looking to be content. I almost wrote "complacent" but I think that the two things are different, that complacent suggests a lack of will to make oneself happy, and we all need a little unpolluted happiness sometimes.

Oh well, off to make some mac and cheese.
kisses

bella is a total sweetie that just oozes goodness. she has a wonderful laugh and smile and writes awesome poetry.

worship the bella!

Saturday Jun 28, 2003

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been gone for a few days (good; vacation). thought i could catch up but had no online access. frown

so, i'm catching my breath. should be back up to speed in the next day or 2. thanks for your patience lovedarlings.

be love
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alisa:

i've missed you so and will
miss you until we meet again

kiss

fallen1carus:

what exactly is the "proper usage of the word "brotha'"?

tongue

From keith

Bella writes kickass poetry, and kindly instructs ignorant white boys in the proper usage of "brotha". Plus she's totally cute. biggrin